Over Our Heads ~completed~

11.

-Cassidy-

Shawn kissed me....I'm not sure what I felt..it all just happened so fast. "Tonights been a weird night." I say as we all walked downstairs completely forgetting about the ghost.

"Agreed." Everyone said in unuison.

The rest of MagCon was sitting in the living room watching Spongebob. I grabbed Shawns arm and dragged him into the kitcen. "Whats wrong?" Shawn asked panicked.

I took a deep breath. "Maybe we should keep us a secret for now." I pursed my lips together.

Shawn looked at me, confused. "Why?" He asked after a bit of silence.

I closed my eyes. "Matt.." I whisper as quietly as I can.

He scoffed. "What does Matt have to do with this?" I didn't answer. "Wait...You don't have any feelings for him do you?" He asked, in a serious voice.

"No." I lie. "But I think he has feelings for me?" I say the last part as a question. Shawn looked away, as if to say 'I don't believe this.' I walked up to him and ran my hand down his arm. He looked me into the eyes. "Matt's my friend too, Shawn. He's also yours, you know how vulenrable matt is. Do you really want to see he him hurt?" I softly ask.

He walked over to the other side of the counter and placed his hands down. "No, of course not! But I don't want to hide my relationship with you, either. I also don't want to keep secrets from Matt."

"I know, I know. I don't either. But it's for Matt's sake. He'll be crushed." He walked back up to me, and placed his hand on the side of my face carrassing my cheek, with his thumb. I smiled at his touch.

"We can't keep a secret like this a secret from anyone especially Matthew. It'll crush him even more to know that his two best friends kept this from him. We just can't." I nodded, knowing he was right. He was about to lean in and kiss me, before the double doors opened, sending us both flying back words.

"This is isn't going to happen a lot is it?" We both sighed in relief when we saw it was only Cameron and Rylee.

"So what are you guys going to tell Matt?" Rylee asked.

"Where you guys eavesdropping?" Shawn asked.

"So no beach date?" Rylee pouted. Cameron laughed and put his arm around Rylee. I smiled.

"It's a possibility. It has too be discreet though." They both smiled. I felt Shawns hand on the small of my back. I blushed. "Rylee, can I talk to you for a second?" She nodded her head. I looked at both the boys. "Alone." The boys both sighed over dramatically but left the kitchen. "I lied to Shawn." I say as soon as they left.

"What do you mean you lied to Shawn?" She repeated, folding her arms.

"I mean just that. I lied to Shawn. I lied to him about liking Matt. Rylee why do these things happen to me? Of all people in the world me. I don't know who I am anymore Ry." I placed my head on the counter.

"Well I mean if your not ready for a relationship with Shawn yet I'm sure he'd understand-" She comforts, putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Thats the problem. I am ready for a relationship with Shawn, but-" I lift my head up.

"But you're also want a relationship with Matt?" Rylee softly finished.

I nodded my head, groaned and hit my head on the table. "I'm such a slut."

"Finally something we both agree on." Nash....

"Nash, I'm not in the mood for you right now. Hey, you know that apple is as red as your soul. Oh wait, you don't have one."

He smiled, threw the apple he got out of my fridge up in the air, and caught it with one hand. He bit it and left the room, without saying anything. Bastard.

"So what are you going to do?" Rylee asked.

"About Nash? I'm going to fill up a snake pit with posinous snakes, a tiger, and a bear and then-"

"No, about Matt and Shawn."

I sighed and placed my head on the counter again. "I don't know."

"Wait is Matt staying with you or Nash?"

"Me why?"

"Oh boy"