Yanyan x Joseph one shots

Im sorry

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~Joseph POV~
When I heard the news I was deviated, my love, my joy was gone. I couldn't protect him like I said, he was hurting yet I didn't notice, how can I live without my my happiness.... I kept asking myself that everyday but I lived on past 2 weeks
It hurts to think about him, to think about our moments, to his smile to his laugh to him making fun of me or his friends, when he was actually happy, when we made videos to tease our fans.... it's hurts to think about it

I don't know how much longer I can last for...

~No Ones POV~
As Joseph kept blaming himself for his best friend, his love, his happiness, his crush, for his death. He was with him everyday but he didn't notice the things Yanyan did

It hurt him, his been in his bed for the whole 2 weeks sometimes getting up to use the bathroom or to get a lil snack, his phone was dead so no one could contact
him

As he kept living he started to hate himself more after that time he couldn't deal with it anymore so he got to charge his phone, after a couple minutes he finally liking the idea that came to him days ago, never wanting to do it until now, as he got up to go to the bathroom to grab something, when he got it he walked back to his phone that was charging, when he finally turned it on he saw a lot of texts from his friends his family and Yanyan family
He just teared up seeing Yanyan family text him and the Lock Screen, oh the Lock Screen, it killed him, he saw him carrying Yanyan and the beach smiling together staring into each other's eyes
After wiping his tears and opened his phone he made a group chat with everyone in it that texted him
It was late right now so he doubt they would see it
As he finally started to type
Joseph- I'm sorry everyone that I worried you that I couldn't protect Yanyan it's my fault it was my duty to watch him but he end up dead I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you worried these past 2 weeks since I didn't text anyone, I be honest I was taking care of myself... I hardly ate and stayed in bed all day or kinda reminds me when Yanyan was alive god I wish he was, but you guys don't have to worry about me anymore since I've won't be here to get you guys worried, who I'm kidding you probably hate me for not taking proper care of Yanie I'm sorry I really am I loved that lil smiling potato head, but back to the topic you probably do hate me for killing him, you probably hate how his care taker it murderer was still alive well same with that, so you don't have to worry about that, all I want is to be by Yanyan can you do that for me, thank you for being there when we had a relationship
I'm sorry everyone but please live happy lives and tell the fans that yanseph was real
And that I'm sorry that I couldn't save him
Please don't get caught with us it's to late
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As Joseph saw the saw someone seen his message he was a shocked the least but he knew it's to late as he shuts down his phone and turned around to see what he grabbed, some pills, water, a razor blade, and a rope as he looked in the middle of the room, you could see a chair right there he just smiled as he looked down as he grabbed the rope to make a noose  to which he stated it up above the chair and grab the razor blade to make little cuts more like deep cuts bleed was coming out quickly, as he seen that he looked down to the pills he grabbed and and the water bottle to quickly get the pills down.

He started to feel lightheaded from the loss of blood but still to get his into the loop of the noose as he kick the chair he lost his breath quick......

One of Joseph saw his message he panicked but when he was panicking still he managed to call the s suicide hot line and the cops for help

As the tracked the message the cops quickly headed to the location with the ambulance but when they got there it was to late

Joseph successful killed himself....

In the end everyone cried no one hated him not a single person and they did what he asked for they told the fans which was very hard and they tried to stay happy like he asked

And when they buried him

He wed right next to his lover, his happiness, his downfall, they even shared the same tube stone

Every year on there birthday they come down to celebrate and at some point they go live with fans to celebrate together

Both Boys watched them having fun on Joseph birthday they were both holding hands smiling and they could see they are living a happy life and both boys walked closer all the people people there choirs feel their presence and on the phone the live, the could see two people holding hands staring at them

They could recognize them both as Yanyan and Joseph, they all smiled knowing both boys are watching over them

THANK SO MUCH FOR SUPPORT ON MY LAST BOOK AND I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS BOOK
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