Hi?

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Heyy, I was wondering:

1) does anyone read this anymore??

2) would you guys mind if I deleted it or put it on hold for a super long time?

Don't get me wrong, I love writing this book, but I suck at it and a lot has been going on

My friends are cutting themselves and saying they aren't worth it and it truly breaks my heart because I am in no place to say that its bad for them because that would make me a hypocrite.

My boyfriend wants to kill himself and I honestly love him a lot and I'm talking him out of it almost everyday.

And my own thoughts and days haven't been so great either. Specifically today, I got snow balls thrown at me on my way home and they started calling me names, they are three years older than me, and I can't believe people would be so immature as to do it to a younger person,

First of all, what the fuck did I do to you? I don't even know you. They were literally screaming, and I quote, "Stupid emo faggot", please tell me how an oversized sweater,black leggings and maroon converse are "emo". they were calling me other names and im not going to go into detail because its horrible.

But I hope you guys understand why I need a break from writing.

I love you guys so fucking much ❤❤❤❤ *heart emojis*

Be strong

I love you guys

I care

I'll miss you

If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you guys, PM me, or Kik me @too_punk_rock_for_u
~AliveForMusic xx

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