Ahh I think I mini shifted!!
I knew it was going to be last night. Every time I asked my pendulum that's the answer they gave so I went to bed with such nervous excitement it was insane. All day yesterday I had seen Angel Numbers (most 333), and overall just a huge abundance of 3's. Even the feathers I found of my walk were three stuck together. At the park I saw some kid walking a ferret(?!) and didn't think anything of it, but then before bed I watched GoF and Moody turns Malfoy into a ferret and I almost died.
So I went to bed and I listened to my guided meditation and my subliminal and had SO many symptoms. I saw the inside of the Hogwarts Express. I saw my CC on the platform, laughing with friends. I felt my cat snuggling against me. I got cold, I got hot, my body was moving on its own accord. Didn't shift.
So I finished my subliminal, and symptoms were fading, and so I just affirmed that it was okay to fall asleep, knowing I would shift while sleeping.
Nothing. For the first chunk of my night I had nothing. And then I was in a 'dream'. It was a funeral or eulogy or something, and it was chaotic. We all filed out to a banquet hall where there were more people and lots of food, and this is when I was like, "Wow, I have a good grasp of what's going on".
Ding ding ding, alarm bells going off! Checked my fingers. Normal. Cue mini freak out. Ran over to the buffet table to find something that I couldn't deny was real. Ate a slice of tomato and holy shit it was delicious. I could feel the juices running down my throat.
I ran out of the banquet hall and tried to find a space to make a portal (a la Lucid Dreaming Method), and found instead some elevators. Thought that would be cool, like, I get into the elevator here and get out in my DR.
Some random chick came up, and was like, "You don't need a portal. Just go." So I did. I stood there in front of the elevator and closed my eyes. I felt the atmosphere change, felt my body move from a standing to a seated position, and was SO CLOSE. And then that random chick grabbed my hand and FREAKING BIT ME.
IDK what was going on. There was more chaos in the building I was in. Someone let off a stink bomb or something, so I grabbed her hand (she was younger) and dragged her outside. We were on a grassy lawn, and I could see the tops of Hogsmeade at Universal in the distance, on top of a cliff. Now I've never been there IRL, but I asked her and she confirmed.
So I tried to shift again, and she bit me again 🤦🏻♀️
Aside from the fact that my hand hurt, I was pissed. Like, I could see my DR basically. I knew it wasn't really it, but it was a huge sign. I tried to convince her to come with me. Be a student. She refused and wouldn't leave me alone.
At this point I kind of just gave up and let it slide away. Maybe this was the universe showing me shifting is real, but that it's not quite my time yet. I know a lot of people are like "If you want it it's your time" but I truly believe the universe has a space and time for everything, and there's something for you to learn while you're waiting.
Now, being awake, it all feels SO strange. It feels just like I was a dream, except I can recall the taste of the tomato. I can recall how pissed I was that she kept biting my left hand. And I can visualize the whole thing. Like the whole freaking thing, vs normal dream recall that is usually spotty.
I think I might take a break this weekend from trying to shift. Try a Reprogram Your Mind thing, and then I might try to utilize the WR idea with your CR bedroom because that to me just seems like it would be the best place to freak out before moving on to your DR lol.
After thought - I just asked my pendulum if I had a shifted, and received a resounding yes. I asked if they were stopping me from my DR, and a yes. Was there something I needed to learn still? Yes. Would I be able to shift there eventually? Holy cow the thing was swinging like a maniac "yes"
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Shifting to Hufflepuff
CasualeFollow on my journey as I attempt to shift to a Hogwarts where peace has reigned since The Marauders, Cedric is very much alive, and students enter as a postgraduate, studying for their dream job in the wizarding world.
