M'lady..

the funeral

2 days later.

i had woken up and squeezed the teddy just to hear her voice again.. i turned onto my side to see the suit i had left out lastnight, i shot up, ITS HER FUNERAL.. i had got out of bed and walked downstair, tom was shocked i was actually awake early. i smiled and walked into the bathroom.. today's going to be the worst, seeing her limp body in a coffin.. i got into the shower and washed myself.. i wanted to look decent as i was doing a speach.. i walked into her room and looked at the canvas of the lunch date we went on.. i was glad i managed to take her to that one last date before she left..

"adrien suit now" tikki said snapping me out my daydream.

i shook out my daydream and got changed into the tux, i went over to her chest, she kept accessories in there. i found THEE durby hat.. i put it on and stood in front of the mirror, i decided just to put it back, it's marinettes funeral not her fashion show. i can imagine her laughing wanting me to wear the hat but i'm not going to. i grabbed my cologne off her desk and sprayed it on me, then sprayed her perfume onto the bed to over take the smell of my cologne. i opened my blazer to let tikki and plagg sit in the pocket on the inside.. then i tied my tie.. it's been a long time since i've wore a suit..

"i look handsome for once" i chuckled

"oh kid don't out do yourself"

"PLAGG! adrien you look amazing"

"are you eating CAMEMBERT in my blazer?"

"no... maybe.. no!"

"i know you too well"

i walked downstairs to see tom and sabine ready, they both smiled at me and i smiled back. i grabbed an apple since i didn't want to be hungry there. i walked over to the table and sat down then went through my phone. every message i got was that i was strong and i could do this.. they still don't know that i was diagnosed with anxiety and depression.. ill tell them, eventually.. i heard a car pull up outside, the funeral car was here.. i got into the car and started to bounce my leg and bite the skin around my nails, i can't do this. we got out the car.. we've arrived. we were the first ones there and we walked in, it was beautiful.. a pink sheet in her coffin, pink and white roses.. tom and sabine looked at eachother then looked at me.. i looked at the coffin and back to them. they could tell i wanted to see her face one last time and nodded, i ran over. i stood over the coffin and put my hand in to hold hers.. i felt my heads drop down my face as i held her limp hand in mine.. i could tell there was people behin me so i turned around and there was alya nino tom and sabine. i put her hand back ontop of her other hand and backed up so they could look in.

"son, your going to do a grate speach.. i'm glad my daughter chose someone like you"

"honey don't over think anything, she'll always be with us"

"dude she'll be proud of you"

"adrien don't over think it, she'll be watching us"