M'lady..

down hill..

i had woken up the next morning from sabine and tom.

"son, you'll need to eat something please.. you have school to go to but we're not pushing you to go" sabine said.

"i'm fine.. thank you" i slightly smiled

i looked miserable.. i started to get texts and phone calls off my classmates.. alya and nino must of told them.. i ignored every text or call, marinette had a black out blind and see through curtains but she never really used the black out blind. i shut the blind and the room was pitch black, just me crying and tikki and plagg. i just sat in the dark crying.. tom and sabine just began to get worried as time passed. they said i was crying loudly but i couldn't help it.. i just lost the lady of my dreams, who am i ment to marry? who's ment to have my children? not like i'm wanting children but.. tikki handed me marinettes kwamitama off her mannequin.

"she'd want you to wear it" tikki smiled

i took my kwamitama off my string and put it onto hers so it would click together.. i had part of her tikki and plagg on me at all times.. i slightly smiled at tikki, i knew i could combine the miraculouses together but i didn't want to seem greedy and i knew there would be a serious price to pay to keep the universe in balance.. she was taken away from me for a good reason and now she won't need to suffer in pain or being in a hospital.. i'm just glad she had one of her last breaths in my arms, but i'm not glad that i couldn't help her safely. tikki blamed herself for marinettes death but i'm trying to tell her it's not her fault, she was ill and we didn't notice.. 3:30pm, the trapdoor opened. i seen a couple heads peak through, i was just in the corner of the room still crying, lucky right?

"adrien?" alya said

"dude?"

"adrikins?"

the class was here.. nice.. i wasn't needing the company. i seen the light turn on, then i seen alya at the light switch.

"don't move anything.. i want it to stay the same.. it's the last things i have left" i mumbled

"my poor boy" chloe said and ran over

i didn't mind.. but i'd rather not be her poor boy.. i'm marinettes poor boy, no one else's. i just sat in the corner of the room as everyone sat down.

"how you feeling?" mostly everyone asked

"numb.. terrible.."

"have you had anything to eat?" alya asked

"not hungry"

"when did you last eat?"

"1pm yesterday.. marinettes soup" i burst into tears..

i got up and everyone could finally see my face, they all gasped seeing the tear stains and the droopy eyes.. i'm no longer the adrien agreste they admire.. i'm just sad.. i walked over to nino and just hugged him, i just needed a hug.. i liked sabines hugs, they were warm and safe.. but no ones hugs can compare to marinettes.

"i just lost the love of my life.." i gulped

"there's plenty more fish in the sea" chloe winked

"but none of them are her.. i connected her half to mine.. she's gone and i blame myself.. it's my fault.. i should of helped her quickly.. i was too slow.. it's all my fault, it's should of been me not her"

everyone surrounded me in a group hug, they all noticed how miserable i had became.. if that's how bad i was in less than 24 hours imagine myself tomorrow.. i'm never going to love again.. my loves gone.. she'll be watching from heaven and noticing the way she left me..

"MARINETTE JUST COME BACK" i shouted and fell to the ground..

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chapter 3 will be out in like a couple hours :)