Hey, Sids from the past here. By the time your reading this my hair will be different. I'm dip dying it purple, but if it turns bad I'll have to cut it off. :/ so yeah. Different in a way.
UPDATE: It looks fab :')
ANOTHER UPDATE: It's been four weeks and I cut my hair into a long bob, ha.
BUT YOU DON'T CARE. LET'S BEGIN.
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Soon both Niall and I had to part ways, which was okay, because we were definitely going to see each other again.
I slowly strolled back to my rook, looking at my surroundings.
Today, I was going to search for Louis again. I often found myself dreading looking for Louis, because at the end of the day I probably won't have found him. Although, then I slap myself and tell me that with that attitude I'll never find him. I have to keep searching, every single day, without missing a day, because that day could be the day I don't have to search anymore.
God, I've gone absolutely mad.
Love is madness.
There was the word again. Love. So simple, yet so important and complex. Why I'm using it on a person who doesn't know me in the slightest, I have no idea, although, it just feels right.
Why am I talking like a philosopher now?
I really have gone mad.
I finally reached my room and entered. I grabbed my coat that hung off a chair, because the news on the telly, during breakfast, told me that today was going to be quite chilly.
I struggled to reach the arm holes of the coat, but soon succeeded. I sat on my bed, exhausted from the workout.
After a few minutes of gaining my breath again, I got up and began to seek for Lou.
I quickly walked out of the building after signing out, and began my search a bit farther away.
2 hours later
I searched everywhere I could in two hours. I skimmed stores and restaurants. Movie theatres and parks. Anywhere I came across, but nothing!
I solemnly walked into the hospital and signed in, then to my room, and collapsed on my bed.
It was only the second day of looking and I had already thought to give up almost ten times. Maybe Louis isn't the one I love.
I hate when these thoughts go through my mind. I have to constantly remind myself that I won't find out if he is the one or not unless I try.
So that's what I did. For days, and weeks, and, probably soon, months.
I tried, and I tried.
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Not very long, although next chapter will be an important and lenghty one, so stay tune!
Love ya Larries! <3
Sidra
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Immobilized (AU) (Larry Stylinson)
FanfictionI'm a volunteer, and he's a patient. We both stay at the local hospital as if it's a second home. I would read to him every day. Books from Robin Hood to Peter Pan. He may be a few years older than me, making him twenty two. Although, they were my...
