The Wish//Ed Sheeran

Chapter 11

Amazing song right here. For phones and tablets it's right above here I don't know about laptops so whatever.

"Are you okay?" I heard a voice say. It was Ed. "No, sorry, I was just a bit zoned out, I guess..." I said. He raised an eyebrow at me and I shrugged. "I just feel kind of sorry." I said. "Look, it's okay, at least I have you." He said.

I couldn't help it but a smile formed on my face. It's like one of those times when someone tells you something so nice, so sweet that your brain doesn't even need to send a command to smile. Your heart warms up and it makes you smile. "You're forced to have me." I said trying to avoid myself to like him even more. Because I do. But now...I'm him. I can't change what I did so I'm stuck at it. He looked down, sadness filling him. But when I was ready to mouth out a 'sorry' he got up and left. I felt sorry for what I did. I got up and followed him to 'my' dressing room. We went inside and I touched his shoulder. "I'm sorry." I said. "For what?" He asked me, not turning around to eye me. "For stealing your career, you dream, your life." I said and he turned around. There were tears falling of 'his' cheeks and I knew that he cried. He immediatly hugged me again and I rubbed circles on 'his' back to comfort him. "I'm so sorry..." I said tears falling down my cheeks too and my voice was cracked up because of the tears. "It's okay, I know that sometimes, people just don't deserve what they fought for and they lose everything. But then, a thing that they didn't fight for comes into their life and makes them actually happier than what they fought for." He said. That honestly shut me up. I didn't know what to say after that. That made me like him even more, so he better not say anything like this again. "And mine's here." He said and hugged me tighter.  And that's how he makes me like him even more. He warms up my heart so much and we've known each other less than a week. I love it when he tutors me. He talks to me about those chords and all I do is stare at him and try to hear him as much as I can. He never noticed it, thank god and I'm thankful to at least learned what I had to learn. Then a knock came from the door and someone stepped in. I wiped my tears, as well as Ed wiped his and I saw that the man was Stuart. 'My' manager. "Why are you two crying?" He asked us. "Umm, about... 'it'." Ed said and Stuart understood. "Oh, okay. I still don't know how this happened but okay, I won't interrupt your sweet body changing moment." He said and left. Ed hugged me even tighter and I cried into 'his' shirt. "I want to be back in my house with you still being my idol." I said. "And I want to have not changed bodies with you at your birthday so I could still have a chance." He said. I didn't understand what he meant by that. Does he have a cru- NO WE HAVE CHANGED BODIES FOR CHRISTS SAKE!!! Okay, I do like him. But I am him. And he's me. I don't understand how this world is made. It confuses me. I want my friends, my home, my Mum and my Dad back. But my Dad isn't coming back. He would always tell me how he would walk my down the aisle when I was seven and I would go; "Ewwwww I don't want to marry a boy." He would then laugh and say; "Things'll change when you grow up Emma." I wish he would still be here to tell me and that I could tell him how I have a slight crush for Ed. Yes, I have a slight crush for Ed and he doesn't know. Okay? (A.N. Or does he...?) "Ed, let's go home!" I heard Stuart scream and I wiped my tears as well as Ed wiped his. We got out of the room and went to Stuart. "Come one, get in the car." Stuart said. "But my guitar?" I asked him. "All your stuff is already in the car and you'll shower once we get home." He said and I nodded. I got inside and Ed sat next to me. He got out 'his' phone and gave it to me. For the password I guess he wanted me to type it. "No way." I said and gave it back to him. Then I got out from my pocket 'my' phone and he laughed as I saw that it needed a password. I typed in 'Nandos' and the password was right. Ed's eyes widened. He tried to get it from me but I went to his tweeter and made a tweet. 'Hello, nandos is my phone password.' Ed snapped his phone from my hands and put it in his pocket. "Okay then, if you have yours give me mine." I said and he did. I typed in my password and realized I have 18 messages from my friends. 6 form each one. Ella's were;

Heeeeeey where are you????

I'm really getting worried now.

WHERE ARE YOU!?!

ARE YOU OKAY!?!

YOU'VE BEEN GONE FOR A WHOLE DAY TELL ME!!!

FOUR DAYS. FOUR WHOLE FUCKING DAYS WHERE ARE YOU!?!

Then I decided to text her.

I'm just fine, don't worry ily.

Next; Jimmy

Emma, are you okay?

Ella is deadly worried for you.

YOU'VE BEEN GONE FOR A DAY ARE YOU OKAY!?!

EMMA ANSWER ME!!!

CHRIS IS CRYING!!!

EMMA WHERE ARE YOU!?!

Chris is crying? Weird. I guess I'll see his messages.

EMMA I'M SO WORRIED!!!

I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU!!!

I'VE FELT THIS SINCE I WAS 15 FOR YOU!!!

PLEASE TALK TO ME!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLZ PLZ

ILYSM

What? Ilysm? I know that it means I love you so much but was it friendly?  He said he felt this way since he was 15? I don't know anything anymore.

"Are you okay?" Ed asked me. Should I tell him? No way. "Yeah just fine, my friends are just really worried about me." I said and he looked at me in sadness. "I'm sorry." He said.

"You know what? Let's just stop apologising to each other." I said. I guess I was a bit upset. Then he backed away a bit.

Stuart then got in the car and we were ready to go back home.

***

At home I took a shower and instantly went to sleep. I felt someone nudging me and I also heard some cries. I opened my eyes and noticed it was Ed. "Ed? What happened?" I asked him. "My lower abdomen hurts and there's blood coming out from your vagina!!!" He screamed in pain and I got up.

"God, you're sensitive. It's just period Ed. Let me remimd you that girls have that every month so stop complaining." I said.

"EVERY MONTH!?! HOW CAN YOU HANDLE THAT!?!" He screamed at me and I let out a sigh. "IT HURTS!!!" He screamed once more.

"Stop complaining, go at the girl that was with us the other night bedroom and ask her for a pad." I said.

"What about the pain?" He asked me. "WELL YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE PAIN NOW GO!!!" I screamed at him and he left crying.

"Jeez." I whispered and went back to sleep.