The Wish//Ed Sheeran

Chapter 4

Emmas' POV

I entered a supermarket and searched my pockets. From what I saw, Ed had 5£ on him. And I was getting hungry. I looked around and I saw some girls staring at me and whispering to each other. I knew that Ed loved fatjas and I was so addicted on him that I searched the fatja recipe on the internet. At least it was for good and at least I knew how to cook it. I got the ingredients and while I was waiting on the line to buy my ingredients these girls approached me.

"Hello Ed. Can we please have an autograph?"They said and sqealed. Shit, I don't know how his signature. "Uhhh, sure."I said and signed a random Ed signature on the girls papers. 'Thank you."They said and left. God that was weird. Ed lives that every day and now I realize how annoying it is. Because if I met him I would do that too. I got my foods and I just realized how stupid I was. I don't have anywhere to cook.

Where the f is his house? Should I go back? Or... maybe, they're stil there waiting for me. Or they left to find me. I just hope Ed is there.

Eds' POV

"Emma, just stay calm down. He'll come back, don't worry."Stuart said. "What if she doesn't?"I asked him and he seemed confused."She?"He asked me. Shit! I said she, I was supposed to say he. "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm just really out that he left. I don't know what's up with him. I mean, he's a master at guitar and singing so why did he say he can't do this?"I lied. I had to make me as convincing as possible. "It's ok Emma. We'll get him. And I know he's just having a bad mood today since he was annoying me from the start if the day. He's stupid. But my friend so I love my friend."He said.

Did he really call me stupid? That's offencive. Considering I am annoying. Haha. "Ok, I'll just go outside and try to get my mind off things."I said and Stuart nodded. I went outside and I realized it was really cold. Emma could be freezing out there. I wish I could be there and give her my jacket. But that's weird 'cause now I'm supposed to be a girl. I wonder where she is.

And I hope nothing'll happen to her. Because if it does, it's on me. And I can't let a fan down. There's something different about this fan though. I like her.

In the distance I could see a ginger hair attractive boy sitting and crying. Wait, it's supposed to be me! Oh, hell I'm attractive. So it was Emma crying. I wonder what she is thinking right now. Why would she be crying? Is it about us changing bodies?

I walked over to her and she lifted her head up. Her face ,whice was my face, was red and her eyes were puffy from crying. "Are you okay?"I asked her."Do I look like I am?"She asked me. And I shook my head as a 'no'. "What'll happen now? Everything's ruined. My life, my friends, me."She said.

But she was true. Everything is ruined. I don't know any of her friends, what she's been through, what her personality is. What is her life. She doesn't know how to play guitar, she doesn't know how to write a song, she doesn't know my friends, me personality. Me. We barely even know each other. And no, don't say she knows me by the interviews.

I only mentioned a part of me. But what I've been through and what I felt through my while life; No one knows. Maybe I don't know either. I never knew that body changing was true. It's weird. I wish I could change life. But only god can. (No offense to people that don't believe to god.)

I wish I could have another life. Everyone thinks my life is perfect. They just made a mistake. It's horrible. I love my fans and all but now everyone knows me and admires me. They all stop me and ask for an autograph. It's not that I don't like it. It's just that I can't have an ordinary life. I've already made my choice and singed to the record company.

It was my life decision. Famous or unknown? I thought back then. But now I think; Famous or ordinary? I do pity her. She wants her ordinary life back. She doesn't want what I chose. Famous. She can't control it.

"Ed?"She asked me. "Yeah?"I asked her. "Thank you."She said and hugged me. "For everything you have done for me."She said and we pulled back. We looked at each others eyes and the moment couldn't get any better. Her eyes weren't mine. They were her story. Everything she knew. It was pain and excitement and I could hear our hearts beat by the seconds passing. It was relaxing. I leaned in but a door to fear and a door of a house opened. "Ed?"

Oh oh.