The Wish//Ed Sheeran

With That Special Someone

Emma's POV

At the whole car ride Ed started singing a word and then stopped after he heard his voice being mine. This happened around twelve times. Weird, ain't it?

Well, I gotta say that it was really cute knowing that he forgot it so many times but not so cute knowing that he was in me.

I wanted to see his face for gods sake but I can't, can I!?! I want to see him smiling like in those pictures, but in real life. But all my enthusiasm may go away.

Things are never gonna change, it's like kissing the one you love, but then he gets angry and you regret every second of what you did and every second of your life because you loved him too much to forgive yourself. Because you simply can't love yourself more than you love him.

You just can't.

After the car ride, we were out and I smiled to myself as I thought of Ed, simply Ed. The Ed I saw on TV.

The way he stuttered, not from nervousy but from him being british, when he talked, the way he put his leg under his other leg on interviews, the way he smiled and they way he sung so beautifully with such emotion; I can't see those anymore,  because I'm Ed.

And I'm thinking to myself; Ed felt like that too. For his whole life, so he couldn't see how perfect he is. How he stands out from the crowd, not of his ginger hair, but for him. His peronality. Him. He loves legos,  kitties, ice-cream, music, emotions, but he clearly can't see it so he calls himself just an ordinary person, mixed in the crowd, but he is just perfect, every girls dream.

Now I'm in my hotel room with Stuart, Ed, Ed's cousin(Murray) and another girl that worked there, I guess.

I was just sank deep into my thoughts because I just fall on them. The word says it; sink. Yup, I'm not teaching grammar now. I knew they were talking but I just thought.

"Ed?" Stuart asked me and I quickly shot my head up. It was the girl. "I heard that on the way here you weren't singing in the car. You always do. Why didn't you?"She asked me and I was puzzled.

Ed ALWAYS sings in the car!?! How do his lungs co operate with all the singing? It's weird.

"Ummm, I wasn't in the mood." Was my excuse. Of course that was dumb because Ed is always in the mood to sing.

She looked confused and to avoid it she just took a sip from her cola. I sighed and looked over at Ed.

He seemed like he was feeling... I don't know how to explain it.

The feeling that you love someone and fight till the end for that special someone and you're tired but trying so hard because you know how much you want that person to love you back but you're struggling to get up and continue your try over to reach that person's heart. Because you simply can't give up to that person 'cause you need that special someone to steal your heart and you to steal his. For you to love each other for eternity and get married and then have kids and then have grandkids, but at the end, you know everything you did made a look of love to you, 'cause then you die with that special someone and know that you won the race and lived your one life with him and you're so happy that you smile and them disappear into the crowd of million dead people that some of them failed, took drugs and just were stupid, but you still keep the smile on your face, not because you standed out of all them, but because you lived how you wanted and how you wanted your life to be;

With that special someone.