Chapter 5

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A/N:Sorry for the late update guys. A lot of stuff is going on.

Emmas' POV

"Ed?"Stuart asked one more time and I felt my cheeks heat up.He came over to me angrily and I shook at the thought of Ed losing his career. I'm just ruining everything for him yet, he leaned in to kiss me.

"Why'd you leave?"He asked me. I didn't want to ruin everything. And I really don't care about the hate, as much too the haters. And I won't let a (Which I have fallen for) persons life get crashed just by a girl with a mistake.

"I-ii j-juuust-"I spoke trembling, but Stuart cut me off. Ed just stared terrified about what's gonna happen. I pity him. "You just what!?!"Stuart asked screaming. I bet all the neighbours heard... Ed looked more terrified than anything. He seemed like he would pop like a pimple and punch its way to hit the floor.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what happened."I said but Stuart still seemed a lot off a mad person. He could fire me and second now.

"You're fired."He said. Did he read my thoughts? I was just joking. "What?"I asked speechless. "I said; YOU'RE FIRED!"He screamed.

I glanced at Ed for a sec and then back at Stuart. Ed just seemed like he wanted to get me, throw me down, and punch me so many times, at the seconds he passed so hard building his success over to where he is. Or he was. I'm so stupid. "Stuart, please no!"I slightly screamed, anger boiling in me but trying to seem sad, which I was.

"No way I'm changing things."He said but as I saw, Ed tried to stop things up, he wanted to save what he made, just having the courage, like nobody else has, just like that. Stuart looked back and started walking back inside. "No."Ed said. Stuart turned around and looked at Ed. "Please, don't do that to Ed. He tried so, so, so, freaking hard to come where he is. Or was. Don't ruin everything for him. I thought you were friends and I thought you friendly loved each other. You were supposed to ask him what's wrong and support him than going and firing him for no reason."Ed said and I smiled at his speech.

He was a something else, a normal person with a big soul, not the soul that the most of the world has. He's rare. He's one. The wish for every girl to have. To cuddle and watch a movie, to go and skate on the skating centre or perhaps share tea and laugh at your own jokes. A special guy, which most fucking people call 'gay'. Do they even look at their mess? They are just freaking jealous of Eds' charmingness.

"No reason?"Stuart asked still pretty much mad but a little less and almost whispering. "Yeah. You should know that he's just one. There's no other guy with the exact same personality and the exact looks. No other guy that loves legos, no other guy that loves cats, no other guy that's nice and not gay. So better be careful with who you work with 'cause Ed's worth it."Ed said and I smiled even more.

I saw the way his lips moved when he talked. Even I didn't move them like that.

"I... guess y-you're ri-ight."Stuart said obviously embarrassed that he didn't think of that.  How much jealousy can flood in a person's mind? People have to change.

"Ok, Ed. But don't even think of getting a girl. 'Cause everything's gonna end up badly, like... before. Remember Ed? You & her."Stuart said and Ed seemed to be getting uncomfortable.

I know that 'her' was Alice. The one that Ed fell in love with but broke up with after he got signed with Atlantic records and had to go on tours all the time, so he was always away from home. That made Alice tired of Ed being away all the time, so she broke up with him. He was hurt. Stuart now reminded Ed of her but didn't even think of  Eds' feelings.

"Don't."I said and Ed quickly shot up a glance at me and slightly curved the corner of his lips up making a smile. I slightly smiled back at him and then back at Stuart. He was upset but felt regret too. "Just..."I said trailing off and Stuart seemed even more regretful. "...don't." I said one more time.

It was the time where I would be sad and sorry for Ed. Even if he was away and I was a stranger to him, I would still be sorry to him. I still can't believe I'm in his place. Shit, it's really... very... complicated. I don't know what can really change that.

It'll turn out really frigging bad and it could be a knife slammed into Eds' heart or a razor in Eds' wrist or overdose on Eds' tummy. Literally. And I couldn't let that happen. No death for Ed until he's old and it's his time. Now it's too early and I repeat; I'm not gonna change that. I'll make sure I fix that. No dream destroyment. Na-uh, not today.

"Um. Sorry. I just wanted don't want you to get hurt again. I'm sorry. I got really mad and you're my friend and I love you. In a friendly way."He said and Ed smiled which too I smiled. "Thank you Stu. That means a lot to me man. Love you too."I said.

I was happy that Stuart didn't, thankfully, fire Ed. It was amazing for me. A great feeling towards Ed. I helped him back and I can't wait to help again. The thing is; I don't know how.

"Let's get going. "Stuart said to which I nodded. I got up and looked at Ed one last time. He seemed really hurt. He put on a fake smile but I didn't smile at all. "It was great meeting you."I said. "It was nice meeting you too."He said and I slightly smiled at that but quickly removed it after he stopped smiling and started being angry.

What shall happen now?

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