My Salvation | Billie & Jahseh

Chapter 4

Warning: cursing.
Read this while listening to the songs that are mentioned below, it will give you the vibe and adrenaline.
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                           Billie's POV

It's been an hour since it happened
It keeps repeating over and over again, in my head
No one even came to check on me
To see if I'm okay
That just proves that they don't give a shit about me
What was I expecting, duh

You know what?
Fuck this
I have nothing to loose

I got up from my bed, wiped away my tears, and grabbed my black backpack.
I stuffed a pair of pants, a few oversized t-shirts, and socks & underwear in it.
I also took my Taser, pocket knife, and pepper spray in case something bad happens.

Before leaving I took all my savings.

I have enough money that I could rent a hotel room, a cheap one of course, but the problem is that I'm only 16, but we'll see maybe I can think of something.

And I can't be on the streets after 11 pm till 5 am, that's the law in Florida.

It's 8 pm right now, a late evening.
If I run away right now, would it change for the better?
Okay, Billie don't overthink, you already made your decision.
Do or die

I walked to my window, carefully opened it, and oh shit I forgot that my room is on 
2nd floor......
What do I do what do I do?

Ahh, I guess I'll have to sneak out through the front door.
But what is he's down there?
I don't want to see him.
I'm afraid of him.
He's a monster.
I can't believe that I'm so selfish right now, leaving my mom with him.
But at the same time, where was she when I needed her?
Where was she when he was raping me and beating me?
Where was she when I was fucking bleeding on the bathroom floor?
I don't know what to do, I want to get away from this but, I don't want to leave my mom behind.
Maybe if I run away right now, then I'll bring help someday.
That's my current plan, ion know let's see where it goes.
Anyways I know that I will not leave my mom helpless like this.

I opened my bedroom door, and carefully peeked downstairs.
The area is clear, no one is there.
Okay let's go, this is my only chance.

I quietly tiptoed downstairs.
Stupid old stairs squeaking like an old shaky grandma.

Okay, I'm downstairs.
I decided to grab the keys, in case I will need to return.

I unlocked the door, walked out, and quietly locked it from the outside.
Sheesh

I'm FREE

What do I do now?
I haven't eaten all day, so I guess I'll just go to Walmart then I'll try to find somewhere to sleep.
I live about 7-10 minutes away from it.
I looked around and begin walking

I put my earbuds in and played music. it's half-past eight so it's getting dark, and I have 2 hours and 30 minutes till 11 pm so I better hurry up.

that song was playing now in her headphones(play it while reading further)

As I was walking I walked past 2 men.
They looked something about 25-30 and we're kinda suspicious so I looked back
They were smirking and they started walking behind me.

Voices in your, voices in your, voices in your head
Those who tryna drive you mad
And make it all, make it all
Wild!