INDEPENDENCE

Love language

NORA'S POV

It was going well until...I smelt something burning,at first it took me awhile to get my bearings and remember that we were actually in the kitchen with burnt egusi soup smelling all over,I quickly shove victor away from me,and dash towards the gas to  turn it off.

victor looked dazed and somewhat in a trance,and then he muttered
"you'll be the death of me nora"
I just laughed and teased him,"world renowned chef I hail o"

"please leave me o" but he was smiling

"I'll just go and watch movies I said while leaving try not to burn anything else" I added

"shut up" i heard him say under his breathe

so i was halfway through season 1 of greys anatomy when toh came with egusi soup and eba,and you know,food is my love language,if you want to get to my heart,asin inside my chest,bring me good food and to show you that I love you back,I'll then eat the food that you've brought.

as I was saying,I ate the eba with relish because I cannot turn down food everrr,after eating,victor cleared the dishes and I went to the bathroom to bath,can I just add that it has been awhile since I had my bath in a real bathroom and not the open,it was weird with closed doors and all,I changed in the bathroom,I didn't want an awkward situation,I wore my usual tank top and boxers,I packed my braids properly and wore a bonnet.

when i stepped out,victor stopped arranging the bed and stared at me,I felt like I'd grown two heads,I stood there shifting my weight from one foot to another

"you're beautiful"he finally said while smiling

"ehm thank you"

it was then it dawned on me that we'll actually be sleeping on the same bed,I think i carefully avoided that thought,but now I'm literally staring at it

victor must have noticed,"nora if it makes you feel comfortable,I can sleep on the floor"

"no no,its okay" I was praying i don't regret it

"okay then,I'm going to bath,maybe we would watch a couple of movies,talk and then sleep,sounds cool"?

"yeah sure,sounds cool"

I decided to reply a couple messages,most were on the group chat all the girls in my room were added,they were already calling dibs on how long before victor bent me in awkward positions,the messages made me so scared,was that going to happen? am I going to be spread open like a chicken? in Jane's words not mine,I quickly switched off my data and continued grey's anatomy

victor came in,wearing his towel so low on his waist,one glance at him and I glued my eyes to the laptop and pretended he wasn't even here,he grabbed his clothes and went back to the bathroom.

when he came back,he refused to watch greys with me calling it boring,so we saw game of thrones instead,he mocked me for not knowing the characters

hours later I was feeling sleepy, "I think I'm going to go to bed now toh"

"okay o good night" he's eyes didn't leave the screen

Game of thrones will kill you i said in my mind

I can't recall how many hours I slept for because yunno,I was sleeping,but I'm pretty sure it was around 3am or something like that,well I felt arms around me,drawing me close,might I just add that I'm a very very light sleeper,I had no clue what toh was planning now..

see your life,curiosity has literally killed you, I scolded myself

I tried to pretend as much as possible to be asleep,I felt his breath fan my face,probably checking if I was awake,and then he ran his hands up my thigh slowly...ooh God,I was awfully aware of one thing...I was in just my boxers and tank top...yesssss in other words literally naked underneath,

way to be stupid nora...bravo!

i could feel my skin crawl...his hands were wandering toward my inner thighs,

I grabbed his hand,shocked the hell outta myself and apparently victor too,eyes widened

he stuttered,"nor..nora,thought you were asleep"

I sat up "you better give me something better than that,I just stopped your hand inches away from my vagina"

"yeah about that" he looked sheepish, "I'm sorry,I thought you'd like it,wanted to wake you up to pleasure"

"without my permission?" I raised an eyebrow

he sighed "nora I really really do like you,I'd never do anything to hurt you,ever,if I'd known you'd not be cool with it I would never,please please forgive me" he pleads

"I just wanted you to explore sexual things some more,trust me it would be fun" he continues
I stayed silent hoping things don't go crazier than this.

"nora,do you trust me?"

ahn ahn which kin question be this?

I know I shouldn't say say yes,but what's the harm in saying yes? so I replied him "yes I trust you toh"

good,and then he leaned in to kiss me,I let him,why? because I didn't want to bruise his ego,sucks to be nora.

I won't lie and tell you the kiss was horrible,it wasn't it was pleasurable and toe curling,but I did have this off feeling somewhere in my mind,that I pushed aside.

the kiss got more frenzied,and he held the hem of my tank top,in 3 seconds,before I could barely register what was happening,the top was off my body and on the ground,well being that I was used to parading hall 2 naked,one would think I wouldn't be too fazed by the fact that my upper body was bare and I was In front of a boy-almost man-and he had this crazed look in his eyes.

So I did the most natural thing anyone would do,i covered my babies with my two hands,well i literally flung them across my chest,victor cracked a smile,and then he pried my palms away,and held them down with one of his own palms,while staring at my bare breasts,AWKWARD...oh and I was breathing so heavily you'd think I just ran a marathon,he reached for them,felt like the longest shortest 3 seconds of my life,and when he cupped my breasts I inhaled,I was still recovering from that when a cool sensation hit me,his mouth,has something ever felt so wrong and yet it felt good?

Goddam you body!! I officially hated hormones,

so of course I did enjoy it,but I was stiff as hell.

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hey love,it's me again
so there is actually something called sexual intimidation,victor did that,and its wrong
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what are your thoughts on this chapter
food is one of my love Languages too😂