Do you know who you are?

Chapter 4

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Hello :D I know I have been absent for a while. I am sorry for that, I hope you guys are still interested in this fan fiction I will continue writing it.
I moved from the USA (did an au pair year there) to Europe in February and it took a while to get used to it again. Then I didn't really know where to go with this story but here we are I guess.

Now to this chapter: TRIGGER WARNING - EATING DISORDER as self harm

it is not for that person to lose weight or due to bullying of their weight but a way to deal with stuff that is happening, unconsciously ending in a way of an eating disorder I hope that makes sense

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What a feeling to be a king beside you, somehow

I wish I could be there now

I wish I could be there now

They finished the last lines from their song „What a Feeling". Right after the boys found out about Louis being able to talk again, Simon made them go to the studio instantly, not giving them a chance to say anything against it. For the past few days, they were able to convince him otherwise, but not anymore.

For the last week all they had been doing was rehearse their last album Made in the A.M., or more like one song of the album. Simon had told them that they were going to be singing songs from MITAM for their reunion tour, their greatest hits and some of their solo songs which they could, to everyones surprise, choose for themselves and change up as often as they wish to. However they were shocked to find out that they had to practice the songs without Louis, acting like he wouldn't be back. 'Just to be save', Simon had said. Pure bullshit. They knew Louis would come back, he had to. He was legally bound to do so and Simon would never let him go. Why would he say that? No, Harry thought. There was no way that they lost another one.

Rehearsing has been hell to say the least. They just couldn't get it right. Something, or more like someone was missing. Neither of them actually wanted to practice without Louis, but there was nothing they could do. It was frustrating. Nothing they tried sounded right. People don't even know how important Louis is for the sound of One Direction. Without him their songs sound empty, boring and dull. Yet here they were, being forced to rearrange their songs to work without Louis.

All week long they had been working on What A Feeling. At this point their energy just ran out. When they sang the last line of the songs Harry turned to look at the others in the recording booth.

„This is a disaster. We have been doing this all freaking day and we just cannot get it right what even is the point in us doing this?" He took off his headphones throwing them against the wall in anger. Harry stormed out of the booth, falling on the black couch in the studio. Liam and Niall followed him.

„I am exhausted. This is getting us nowhere," Liam complained as he sat down on the couch next to H.

„Without Louis there's no point in rehearsing at all. I say we just go home and wait for him to come back. Then we can start rehearsing for real. Why rearrange everything when he is coming back anyway?" Niall commented, leaning back in his chair, which was across from the couch.

„Niall, we don't know how long it will take for Louis to be able to come back to rehearse with us. It may take him another few weeks. Also he does not even remember all of our lyrics, if any at all," Harry argued.