The awakening of bestotted love

Meeting you

A week had gone by since wei ying had been sent to the past. He was still sitting in the same alley where he had woken up.

He was thinking what he should do after healing. He has yet to develop his core and therefor his wounds were taking a lot of time to heal. He still had time left before jiang sect leader finds him. He had no intentions of going to lotus pier. Maybe their family will be happier now that wei ying will not be there.

Jiang cheng will not have to throw his dogs because of him and maybe madame yu will shower them more love as wei ying will not be there to make her angry. Everything will be perfect.

He thinks of heading west. He had heard a lot about the differences in culture which varied a lot from here. He wasn't able to do so in the past but now he was free to do anything.

A new life might be what he needs right now. He doesn't want to leave his love but if him leaving means that lan Zhan will not have to suffer then he will do so in a heartbeat.

He had made sure to put some commonly found medicine in his wounds. The dog bite had been infected and it was a very hideous and awful sight to look at.

His stomach had been growling since he had woken up. Maybe it's because he had not eaten for a long time he felt like throwing up.

It's not like he couldn't handle it after all he had been in much worst situations. Maybe it's because he had been back in his young body he felt too weak.

The yiling streets were not so busy today. It replicated his life Desolate and cold. The streets where he had lived his life struggling had never felt cold because he was too naive to know his cursed future. But now it felt like it was mocking him for his stupidness. His useless dreams and hopes.

He closed his eyes and tried breathing normally because it felt like he could have a panic attack any minute. He finally steadied his breathing and brought his legs closer to protect himself from the cold. Some time had passed before he have some footsteps. He didn't bother looking who it was, after all who would want to approach a dirty person like him.

But he was proved wrong when the footsteps stopped right before him.

"Wei ying" he heard a soft voice say. He couldn't even look up because he was too shocked to move. The voice sounded like a child's but he knew who it belonged to. After all who would call him by his birth name with such tenderness.

There was some movements before he was draped with a warm cloth. Two small hands held his face and he was met with the eyes of his lan Zhan. They were filled with so much love and tenderness that he nearly burst out crying.

He missed this.

He missed looking at the eyes that held so much emotions. The eyes that conveyed how loved and wanted he was. How much he meant to the other. It was like he was watching his whole world.

The last time he had seen them, they were filled with pain and helplessness. Such foul emotions that should not have been felt by his love.

A single lone tear dropped in this face and he was shocked to see lan Zhan crying. He hurriedly hugged the other. He did not know what he should do. He wiped the tear and was left helpless when lan Zhan did not stopped crying.

Lan Zhan looked so vulnerable and powerless. He buried his head in wei ying's shoulder blade. Wei ying kept rubbing lan Zhan's back.

"You're here......... Alive.." wei ying heard lan Zhan say in a small voice. The pain that followed wei ying after that was too much that he couldn't give lan Zhan any answer.

He knew that lan Zhan would be hurt after he died but he never thought that it would impact him this much. He needed no proof to know that lan Zhan died everyday after listening to his broken voice. He had been so busy with his own problems and misery that he overlooked lan Zhan's sufferings.

"I'm here lan Zhan..... With you.."

"don't leave me......again....wei ying. I love you.. Always have and forever will.... If u don't love me I promise to stay in the shadows.... Just please don't push me away... Please let me be with you this time.. "

Just after lan Zhan finished saying this wei ying burst out crying. He clutched lan Zhan's cloth and wailed loudly. Lan Zhan panicked thinking he did something wrong.

"did lan Zhan say something to make wei ying cry. Don't cry love please. It's hurts to see you crying. "

Wei ying threw his hands around lan Zhan's neck and brought him closer.

"I love you.. I love you.. I love you.. "he kept chanting.

Lan Zhan became still for a second. Seconds became minutes but lan Zhan still did not respond. Thinking that lan Zhan did not believe him wei ying tried to look at his expression.

But what he saw was a sight that he would never forget in his life. Lan Zhan had a big smile adorning his gorgeous face. Wei ying subconsciously felt himself smiling.

He caressed lan Zhan's face gently. The smile never leaving both of them. A broken piece of himself came to life that day.