Brother's best friend

I love you

As i finished the song i looked at Harrison. I know the song may have been a bit much but i had to get my anger out before i talk to him, or my hormones would get to the best of me. After the students cheered for me, i walked off the stage, towards my family. "hey guys" i said when i reached them. "honey that was amazing" mum told me as she hugged me. "uh thanks, sorry to make this short, i really have to get going." "that's okay hun, see you tomorrow for dinner" dad said, Harrison looked at me while the others left.

"can we talk?" he asked. "sure, you can drive with me if you want?" "thanks" why is it so awkward? we made it to the car and Harrison offered to drive, however i didn't let him. "i'm sorry for over reacting" he said as i started to drive. "it's fine i guess, i didn't mean to yell at you. i can't blame it on the hormones either, i was in a bad mood and i'm sorry. Harrison i love you, we can't fight like this, we're having a baby.." " i love you too, you're right. i'll make it up to you? i can make you dinner and we can do all the stuff you like. we can go for a walk by that park you like, we can watch a movie, we can drive for hours listening to music, or-" i stopped his rambling by putting putting my hand on his knee. "that would be lovely" i said with a wide smile.

we decided on going to the park for a picnik. i offered to make the food, knowing Harrison wasn't the best at making food except pancakes. i packed everything we needed at Haz made the food.

the park is beautiful, i can't wait to take my future child with me here one day. we sat down next to each other. "do you think it's a boy or girl?" i asked. "girl, however i wouldn't mind a boy" he said a big smile plastered on his face. "really? i have feeling that it's a boy" i say looking at him.

4 ish months later...

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i did not want a gender reveal party, i strictly told everyone i wanted a small gathering with our family's and nothing more. well that did not happen.

as me and Harrison arrived at my childhood home we saw more cars than expected. when we walked it everyone shouted "congratulations!!" it scared Harrison more than me. i stood there looking at all the people, there was a lot of people here that i've never even met before. "mum? can i talk to you for a minute?" i asked my mum as everyone looked at me. "sure darling"

we went into the kitchen, i was furious. "who are all these people and what are they doing here?!" i whisper shouted. "they're here for your gender reveal party dear" "mum i said i didn't want this! i can't do this." "why not hun?" she asked stroking my arm. "it's just that i've been stressing about way to many things like the baby's room, will i be a good mom? i-i can't breathe- i need some air" i said as i walked outside.

i sat down on the stairs with my head in my hands. i heard the door open to see tom standing there with Harrison behind him. they both sat down beside me, Harrison holding my hand. "are you okay?" tom asked. "honestly? no, i just wanted something small. i don't even know half of the people in there." "how about this..." haz began. "we get everyone but our family's to leave and then we can celebrate? how does that sound love?" "i'd like that"

And that's what happened, now it was only me, Haz, Tom, Harry, Sam, Paddy, Dad, Mum, Phil and Charlotte.

we all sat down on the couch, we decided that mum and Phil (Harrison's mum) would reveal it together.

"everyone ready?" Phil asked. everyone nodded their heads in anticipation.

"the gender of the baby is..."