Brother's best friend

We can't.

It's two days later, I'm currently sitting on my bed watching tiktok. I heard a knock on the door, "come in" I said, Harrison walked and over to me. We were inches apart now. Both standing, I looked at his lips and up at his beautiful blue eyes, he looked at my lips before connecting them, I kissed back, my heart was beating so fast, he could probably hear it. I couldn't do this, it's wrong, this is so wrong. I pulled away. "We c-can't" I said looking down. "Why not y/n? We like each other, I know you don't know how Tom will react but he can't decide if we can date or not. So will you go on a date with me?" He had so much hope in his eyes. "No. I can't, I care to much about Tom, he's my brother, I know he don't want us to date" Harrison had now a disappointing face. "Ok..." that's all he said and started walking out of my room.

I needed to relax so I went to take a shower. Once I finished I dried my hair and did my makeup (or not your preference) I put on my outfit
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I went downstairs to get some food, I got some cereal, I sat down and ate my breakfast. When I was done I went upstairs to write a song. I had the melody but not the lyrics. I started writing but my mind was on Harrison. I was now done with the song, I wanted to show my brothers. Since my parents aren't home. I sent a message to the group chat

Tom: div💁🏻
Harry: readhead👺
Sam: master chef 👨🏼‍🍳
Paddy: little one
Y/n : turtle 🐢

Turtle 🐢: come to my room

Master chef: why

Little one: I'm not home

Div 💁🏻: wait paddy where are you?

Little one: I'm at my friends house

Readhead👺: ohhh okay and why do we have to go all the way up y/n

Turtle 🐢: because I said so

Div💁🏻: but it's so far

Turtle 🐢: I'm gonna show you a new song

I then heard them running up the stairs. They burst though my door. "Okay show us" Harry said. "Okay okay, it's called just friends"

[ play : just friends by ally Barron ]

Tell me does your heart
Beat for something it can't have
Like its fallin' apart
And all it needs
Is me to put the pieces back

I watch you watchin' me
While your sittin' next to her
But I'm still gonna be the friend you need
Even if it hurts

But I can't help it
All the feelings that you put me through
I know it's selfish
But I'm only me when I'm with you
With you

We're just friends
It's just not right
I'll just wait 'til the moments right
'Cause you're just you and I'm just me
I'm just wishin' that we could be
Just a little more than this
Just a little more than just friends

I know you feel the same
I know it when you make me laugh
'Cause I can see the red and it's in your cheeks
And now I'm blushin' back

But I can play it cool
I can try and wait this out
But even after all is said and done
You're still the one I dream about

But I can't help it
All the feelings that you put me through
I know it's selfish
But I'm only me when I'm with you
With you

We're just friends
It's just not right
I'll just wait 'til the moments right
'Cause you're just you and I'm just me
I'm just wishin' that we could be
Just a little more than this
Just a little more than just friends

We waited long enough
The moment's creepin' up
Even when we touch we know its love
Been waitin' for your lips
And now you're leanin' in

We were just friends this feels just right
It's like I've waited for my whole life
Me and you, the perfect we
Always wish that we could be

We were just friends this feels just right
It's like I've waited for my whole life
Me and you, the perfect we
Always wish that we could be
Just a little more of this
Just a little more than just friends

Once I finished they stood there amazed, "w-wow" Harry said. "Who's the song about" Sam said smirking "no one" I said a little to quick, "mhmmm" Tom said not believing me, "tell us" "tell us" "tell us" they all said "you guys are like babies" I said laughing, "it's not about anyone" I said looking down thinking about Harrison. "We aren't that stupid, but fine don't tell us" Harry said.

I was called down to dinner, I practically sprinted down the stairs, Sam had cooked something amazing as always. We all sat down, now mum, dad and paddy was home again, we had a normal conversation until Harry said "y/n wrote a song about a boy!" This idiot. "Is that so" mum said, dad just looked at me, "why? It's not like any boy talks to you" paddy said, all of our heads turned to him. Tom was laughing his ass of, Sam was smiling looking down at his plate and Harry was shocked. "Excuse me paddy" I sad "just so you know I talk to boys" "yeah sure" I just rolled my eyes. After dinner I went up to my room and got ready for bed.

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Song : just friends by ally barren

Hope you enjoyed! The next chapters is when it gets more exciting! Didn't want to rush this story!