Brother's best friend

Girls night

So it's been 4 days since my phone call with Tom. Mum was really planning a party and I don't really get why because I literally have one friend, well I just have a best friend, Gemma is coming over later so we can have girls night, I'm actually excited, I haven't been excited about anything lately so this is going to be nice.

I heard the doorbell ring, I went to open it to see her standing there with movies, face masks, popcorn and a lot of snacks, I let her inside and take the stuff so she can take her shoes and jacket off. We walk up to my room, I was a little confused on why she came in such uncomfortable clothing. " Gemma why do you have jeans on? do you want to borrow some sweatpants?" "Ohh I didn't have time to change so yes please " I went to my closet and found Tom's hoddie, and some sweatpants, I gave Gemma  the sweatpants and I took Tom's hoodie on.

 "okay give me the tea." Gemma said.

" sorry to break it to ya but I don't have any tea" I said. 

 " I know you have something"

"okay, it's not really tea but paddy took the last candy bar and Harry ran after him for a solid 5 minutes "

" huh not what I was expecting but in not disappointed, so a completely different subject, do you think you're gonna tell Harrison that you like him?"

"oh hell no, I know he doesn't like me, so I'm saving myself from the embarrassment, could we talk about something else?"

"yeah sure, so have you written any new songs?" 

 "maybeeee"

 "well let me hear!!"

"okay, it's called six feet under, I've recorded it so here"

You gave her your phone and she hit play

(please play the song on the top)

Help, I lost myself again

But I remember you

Don't come back, it won't end well

But I wish you'd tell me to

Our love is six feet under

I can't help but wonder

If our grave was watered by the rain

Would roses bloom?

Could roses bloom?

Again?

Retrace my lips

Erase your touch

It's all too much for me

Blow away

Like smoke in air

How can you die carelessly?

Our love is six feet under

I can't help but wonder

If our grave was watered by the rain

Would roses bloom?

Could roses bloom?

They're playin' our sound

Layin' us down tonight

And all these clouds

Crying is back to life but you're cold as night

Six feet under

I can't help but wonder

If our grave was watered by the rain

Bloom

Bloom

Again

Help, I lost myself again

But I remember you

"y/n that was amazing, your voice is so beautiful"

"thank you Gemma, I really love it"

"have your brothers heard it?"

 "no..."

"let's go then"

"Gemma I don't want to, I want to be more confident about my voice first"

"okay, take your time, it's your choice"

The rest of the night contained of laughter, movies, face masks and junk food.

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Song : six feet under by Billie Eilish

I know this is bad but I'm trying my best, I'm new to this writing thing