Brother's best friend

You should be ashamed of yourself

Tom's POV

I sat outside on a bench, how can she be pregnant?! She's so irresponsible! She's too young. I had my head in my hands just thinking. "Hey" I heard Harrison say. As he sat next to me I said "Hey", "Are you mad?" He asked. "Of course I'm mad! You got my little sister pregnant!!" I said standing up.

"We didn't mean to!" He said standing up too. "Well you should've been more careful!" He pointed his finger at me and said "you should be happy it's me and not some asshole that would leave her! You should be happy for her! She has been a nerve wreck all day, you know why?" I shook my head. "That's what I thought. She was so nervous, not to tell your parents or Harry, Sam and paddy. No, she was nervous to tell you!" He said and put his finger on my chest. "You should be ashamed of yourself! We are so excited for this baby and I will not make you ruin it" he said and left.

Fuck

I messed up

I just can't believe my little sister if having a baby, it doesn't feel real.

Your POV

Harrison came back inside and he didn't look happy. He went into the kitchen, I got up and followed him. He was standing by the counter with his head in his hands. I went up to him and stroked my hand on his back.

"Hey what happened?" I asked. "He's being a fucking dickhead" he said. "He isn't h-happy?" I asked. "He wasn't when I talked to him" I heard from the living room Tom say "where is y/n and Harrison?" Then I heard many say "kitchen". He came inside and looked at us. My eyes had become glossy, I disappointed him.

He came over to me and gave me a hug. "I'm so sorry, I was being stupid. I was just shocked. My little sister is pregnant, it doesn't feel real. But I'm so happy for you both" he said. "Thank you" I said and hugged him again. I stepped aside and Tom and Harrison looked at each other. Omg can they do something! "Come here" Harrison said and hugged Tom. "I'm sorry for the way I reacted" Tom said. "Its okay Tom"

"Alright guys we need to leave" I said as we stood up. "Already?" Mum asked. "Yeah, we have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning" Harrison said. "So early?" Tom asked. "Yeah, I read a little and many suggested to do a scan to see how far along we are" "okay sweetie, we'll see you both soon" Mum said and hugged us. "Bye!" We said and left.

*back at you and Harrison's house*

"I saw Noah the other day..." I said and looked at Harrison as he sat on the other side of the couch. "Oh...erm what happened" "not much..." I said. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Yes" "I don't like that dude" he said. "I know you don't like him but I had to be polite and talk to him" I said. "No you didn't." He said getting annoyed. "I'm sorry what did you say" I said standing up. He stood up as well and said "you didn't have to talk to him. It was unnecessary" "you're being really stupid right now. I talk to who the fuck I want to talk to even if you don't like them!" I said getting frustrated. "Fine! Talk to who you want to and go cheat on me!" He said and walked out the front door.

I sat down on the couch and put my head in my hand. I heard my phone buzzing. Maybe it's Harrison! I answered the call without looking at the ID. "Hello?" I asked. "Hello, is this y/n Holland?" They asked. "Yes it is, how can I help you?" "It's the royal college of music and I was wondering if you want to preform for us in two days?" They asked. "Let me check my calendar" I said getting my book out. "I'm free and I would love too" "thank you so much miss, we will send you a email with the information" "okay thank you" I said and hung up.

I read the email they sent and I had to be there Friday at 1pm. I decided to call Mum and ask her if they wanted to come.

'Hello?' She asked
'Hey mum, I'm going to preform at the royal college of music Friday and wondered if you can say to the rest that they are welcome to come' I said
'Oh I'll tell them and I'm sure they would love to come, what time?' She asked.
'1pm' I said simply. 'Okay I know me and dad will be there, I'll ask the rest' she said. 'Thank you...' 'I need to go now darling, I love you' she said. 'Okay Mum, I love you too' I said and hung up.

Two days. I went to get ready for bed when I heard the door to the bathroom open. 'Hey...' I heard him say. 'Hey.' I said cold. 'I'm sorry' I turned around and looked at him. 'Sorry doesn't fix anything Harrison.' I said, god I can already feel the hormones. 'I know...' he said. 'Good, now you go. I can't stand looking at you right now' I said 'you're overreacting' he said under his breath. 'Harrison. Maybe I'm overreacting but maybe that's because I'm pregnant and my hormones are all over the place!' I went over to my bed and sat down. 'Leave.' I said 'y/n...' he said but I cut him off. 'Leave Osterfield' I said. 'Okay' he said and left. I went to sleep knowing I was overreacting and shouldn't have made him leave'

Two days later

I got ready to leave. I haven't seen Harrison since I made him leave. Ugh why am I so stupid.
I got to the royal college of music and everyone was really friendly. It was time for my performance, I got to the stage waiting for my name to be called.

'Today we have a special guest! We are extremely happy to have her here tonight to preform to you all, y/n holland everyone!' I heard loud cheers and walked on stage.

'Hey! I'm really happy I got to preform infront off you lovely students! It was always my dream to got to this school but sadly I never got the opportunity.' I said looking around. I spotted my family, mum, dad, Sam, Harry, Tom, paddy and...Harrison. Ugh I really picked a good song. I thought mentally slapping my self on my forehead.

The song started and the student cheered.

(Play song at the top)

You think you know me
But you don't know me
You think you own me
But you can't control me

You looked at Harrison while singing.

You look at me and there's just one thing that you see
So listen to me
Listen to me

You push me back
I push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder, L-L-L-L-Louder

As you looked back at your family, you could see Tom look at Harrison.

I'm dangerous so I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
You don't know me

And the longer that you stay, the ice is melting
And the pain feels okay, it feels okay (hey)

You push me back
I push you back
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder [x9]

You push me back
I push you back
Harder, harder
You scream at me
I scream at you
Louder, L-L-L-L-Louder

I'm dangerous so I'm warning you
But you're not afraid of me
And I can't convince you
And I don't have to
I think you know me

I like how I haven't updated in forever even tho this has been in my drafts since September anyways, I'm still editing the older chapters.