I might as well not exist
This world has lost all innocence
There's no point in trying if all I do is cry
There's no point in living if I'm living a lie
I sit inside my room
The lights out, the door shut
I want the world to go away
And leave me in my space
With my headphones, loud music, blasting out my brain
Might as well if I'm gonna die anyway
My appetite is nonexistent
I might as well be a ghost
I eat just to seem like I'm normal
But I'm skilled, skilled at hiding my problems and never talking them out
Why would anybody listen I'd sound like a cry for help
Fire my fascination
It swallows up every nation
My thoughts all in a whirl
I feel like I'm gonna hurl
Why can't I just be stable
Is it I'm just incapable
Incapable of loving another human around me
Unable to share my feeling and everything that's about me
It's best if I stay away
My feelings make me feel strange
I'm done giving my heart out if it's only gonna get stained
So just lock me away
I'll be in a better place
Where no one and no thing can bother me, I'm safe
Until the thoughts start to surround me
My heart will feel like pounding
And breathing to me will somehow feel strange
I'm used to feeling that way
I don't think about how it's strange
I just lock my self away
Using all that I've gained
To keep me entertained
I'm falling through the drain
Please someone help me feel sane
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My Little Poems
PoetryThis is a book that I have poured all my poems from my heart and soul into. Do Not steal them from me, for they are mine. To write your own helps you to understand yourself. Do not force a poem. For a forced poem has no emotion. The words come and f...
