*Avery's POV*
He started to get walk out of the door, not before placing a package on my desk. What was that for? "Read this tomorrow, no earlier but no later. I love you." he says and does something..
He runs towards me and kisses me, butterflies formed in my stomach. He smiled sadly and ran out. I walked over to the package and felt it, and smiled. Must be a present?
I start to smile before looking at the time, it was 6:30pm. I decided to do my English homework, I had to write a journal. It was an ELT- an extended learning task. You had to write a journal about what happened everyday, not the type where you doodle your crushes name everywhere. The type that you write your feeling and emotions down.
I smile as I write about my day, gently placing the locked book in my top draw.
I grab my MacBook and decide to go on Tumblr, this was my favourite website other than Wattpad. Wattpad is basically where you can write or share your own stories, it's amazing. All I usually do is read Luke Hemmings fan fictions, he's from 5sos.
Soon enough, I was drifting unconscious.
*THE MORNING*
I heard some shuffles then my mum came in, tears filled her eyes. "Avery, darling. We need to talk." Tears started streaming down her face. I looked at the clock and it was 03:23am.
"What's up mum?" I ask as she sits on my bed and wraps her arms around me.
"I know this is going to be hard, when I tell you this, you're going to be devastated." She said and I nod, giving her a sign that I would like her to continue. "Harry committed suicide last night.." She said and I stare at her blankly. My face held no emotion, until I burst into tears.
She held me tight as I cried into her shoulder, then I remembered. The package.
I had school today, how was I going to face everyone. My mum soon left, giving me some space.
I grabbed the package and opened it, tears still streaming down my face. I saw a disk, I looked at the cover and it was a picture of me and him eating ice cream.
I put the disk into the DVD player and start to watch it.
"Avery, when you watch this. I will be gone. I'm sorry, I know it's so selfish of me but I can't cope with the pain of waking up everyday anymore."
"It's hard, you should know, you're the only person who could make me smile. Not a fake one, a real one."
"You're the one I told everything to. I liked you from day one, you know that? Everytime you want to harm yourself or don't feel beautiful, watch this."
"You are perfect. Your long ombré hair is amazing and so soft and smooth. Don't even get me started on your eyes, I get lost in those hazel orbs."
"Your smile lights up a whole room, and I wanted you to know that I love you."
"You are beautiful, don't let Jake, Hayes or anyone like that bring you down. I will always look down at you, when you are going on your first date. When you are going to college. When you fall in love. When you get married. I will watch you as you grow up, I love you."
"You need to forget about me, I love you but I can't stay here. You have probably been crying, but cheer up Princess,"
"You are my one and only Princess, I wish I could be there by your side but I've tried to be strong for too long."
"I don't want you to turn up like me, just because I've done this doesn't mean you should do anything. You mean the world to me, you know that?"
"You're the only one I let in, I built a wall but you somehow knocked it down. Why you? Why would someone so beautiful want to hang around with me?"
"I hope you move on, find someone better than me. I didn't deserve your friendship. I love you so fucking much."
"I'm such a prick for doing this to someone like you."
"You know that song Hannah Montana sings? Nobody's perfect? It's a load of bull as you are."
"I love you. You are my Princess. Bye beautiful, chin up, your tiara is falling."
Just as I thought he ended, he started to sing to me. It was something he wrote for me.
(It's Maybe by Daniel Skye- all rights go to him. But just pretend it's Harry's song.)
My throat started to go dry. I found a note, it said. 'When you find the one you love, read this.' Why when I fall in love? Why not now?
I won't disobey him though.
