My Dark Wonderland

Chapter Five

*Miah*

Darkness. It’s all I see. I know my eyes are open because I see a faint light. A light, so small even a lost wolf would see it.

“Miah” I hear a muscular voice say from behind me. I turn around and see Andy. He looks at me with smile.

“Andy” I said with a frown.

“Miah, I know you don’t want to but you have to wake up. Haylee needs you to, CC does. So Does Jake And Jinxx. So please Wake up.” He said and I shook my head no.

“I have nothing to live for anymore. Andy, there are people after me and I don’t know what’s happening. I want out.” I said and he put his hands on my cheeks. I looked up at him and his body came closer to mine. I put my hands on his and he pressed his forehead against mine.

“I need you to” He said and I shook my head.

“No you don’t. You have DJ” I said and he sighed.

“I know I do, but she’s the only person that has ever had any faith in me.” He said and I pulled away from him.

“You have your band mates, your friends and family. I only have Haylee, and she’s pissed at me ninety five percent of the time.” I said and he grabbed my wrist and pulled me against him.

“Don’t give up. You can’t give up. I need you” He said softly. I shook my head no and put my hands on his chest and pushed him back. I kept trying to push him but all he did was keep a tighter hold on me.

“Why can’t you just leave me alone?! I didn’t want this! I didn’t want you or the gang, and I sure as hell don’t want to be saved. If they want me, they can get me. You obviously care about a girl who would rather kill me then help me” I hissed and shoved him back. He looked at me with hurt in his eyes, but it soon turned to anger.

“Fine then, you don’t want help then we won’t help you. But don’t call out my name when the darkness clams you because I won’t be here when it does.” He said and disappeared. I felt tears swell in my eyes and I collapsed to the floor crying.

My life has always been hell. Ever since the day I was born. My parents wanted a boy, not a girl. They wanted someone who could make them proud, not disappointed. I guess i’m lucky to be alive but I can’t help but feel this way. If the darkness wants me, then it can claim me. I’m ready for death, and I know it’s ready for me.

*Haylee*

I went into Miah’s room to go and check on her but something felt odd. I felt the presents of someone who was never wanted. I looked around the room but found nothing. I went to the window and found the person. Andy.

“Andy what the hell!” I yelled, he turned around and I couldn’t help but gasp. He was crying. Like tears streaming down his face crying. I opened the window and he stepped in.

“She’s gone” He said and I froze.

“No she’s not. I can still hear her heart beating.” I said and he shook his head. I watched as he put his hands on his face and cry harder. I quickly walk over to Miah and put my hand her heart and it was still beating. Beating strong and hard. I took the cold wet rag off of the table next to the bed and put it on her forehead. I watched as she stirred a little and my breath caught in my throat. Once the stirring stopped I breathed again. I put my hand in her and leaned down and kissed her cheek.

“Wake up Miah. Please, please wake up little sister” I whispered in her ear and squeezed her hand a little and then walked away. I grabbed Andy by the arm and pulled him out of her room. Once we were out in the hall I put him infront of me and took his hands away from his face.