Dabi x female reader

- Rain -

The Sky was light grey and the clouds covered the whole city. The rain was pouring down , streets empty and there I was sitting on a bench. I let the rain fall upon me , I didn't care anymore. The oversized T-shirt that I was wearing and my huge loose cotton trousers were soaking wet , just like my hair. I looked down to my feet , barefoot. I never liked wearing shoes. I had this ability that I learned from my blind aunt which gave me the opportunity to feel the smallest vibrations through them. I could see much more. Wearing shoes felt like having a blind fold on.   

" Not again..." I whispered to myself. 

The tears started rolling down my cheeks , holding them back became more difficult. I thought back of all the memories and times I spend with my love ones. Both of my parents died because of a villain attack. I was pretty young , around 14. Four years have passed and it still felt like they died yesterday. 

Flashback

" I can't ! I am exhausted and I am frustrated ! PLEASE I beg you , I don't want to be here anymore !" I screamed as I broke down on the floor. 

I got hit in the stomach by my sensei. 

" Do not disrespect me or your parents  ! How dare you to give up that easily after they sacrificed their life for you. " my sensei said while giving me an ice cold look. 

Flashback over

Sir Nighteye was my sensei for many years. He was the only person that took care of me after the day I lost my parents. He was the one that saved me from the villains that killed my parents. I was so young and had no one , not even money to take care of myself. Sure, Sir Nighteye was a very harsh teacher ,but under his strict and grumpy facade was a very loving and caring person. He trained me after the villain attack , so that one day I could save myself if a villain wants to harm me.

I never talked to anyone , I never found anyone that I could truly trust enough to talk too. I was friends with Deku and All Might but they had other things to worry about. I just buried all my sorrows and sadness in myself. My sensei was the only one that knew,  what I was going through. I didn't really had any friends or other family members that cared about me but over time I got used to that. Even when I dated Hawks , I didn't told him about anything. No , I was always trying to be optimistic and happy around him. 

Flashback

" You are my everything. I have never felt so good around someone, until I met you. I love you no matter what. " Hawks said to me 

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" I looove you babybird ! " He ensured me , " I will protect you and anyone who wants us apart can fuck themselves." He continued as he was stroking my cheek.  

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" The world is so dark but you brought light to my life. I cannot tell you how happy I am to have you in my life." He said while softly smiling at me. 

Flashback over

More tears started rolling down my cheeks. This was it. This was the lowest I have ever been in my life. I was completely broken by all those memories. They haunted me and refused to leave me alone. I dated Hawks for a long time , I was there for him , I comforted him whenever he was sad or confused. I worked at his hero Agency with some of his other employees. He would train hero's with a similar Quirk to his , sometimes he would make an exception and take me with him. I wanted to be a hero too. I wanted to safe others, so that no one had to experience the pain that I did.

Things were great, I even thought about marring Hawks one day but he cheated on me. He slept with one of his staff members. I caught the girl, as she left his office. I didn't cry or scream. I punished him with my silence and just walked out of the Agency as if I wanted to go for a walk , deep down it killed me. 

My phone vibrated. " hmm ? " I looked at my phone and just got an e-mail from a pizza restaurant. I got 20% of for my next order, nothing important.  

I stood up and slowly walked back to my apartment. I slandered on the middle of the streets , no cars were driving and not a single person was outside. The cool wind and the pouring rain was getting stronger by each hour. I couldn't really feel my feet , my body was numb from the coldness. As the raindrops were falling , my tears were falling two. I looked up to the sky and closed my eyes. 

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 I finally arrived at my apartment. It was a very small room that functioned as a bedroom , working area and kitchen at the same time. Next to it a tiny bathroom with a half broken shower. I couldn't afford much but at least I had a place to stay. My cloth were all very oversized and baggy. I wasn't insecure about my body or anything like that. No , I was just broke and didn't have enough money to spend it on fancy dresses. I took a shower and got into dry cloth. 

My phone vibrated again. It's All Might. " I feel kind of dizzy ! Could you please come over ?" I quickly responded that I would be there in ten minutes. 

I had a weird quirk. Sir Neighteye taught me how to control my physical strength. I wasn't as strong as All Might but I was pretty strong. I took most of my strength from nature. Everything is made out of energy and my quirk enabled me to absorb the energy from my surroundings to use it. I could heal people including myself and was pretty strong , fast and flexible. I could nearly health everything but All Mights injury was one of the few things I couldn't heal. 

All Might replied " Thank you !" 

I was trained by some hero's such as recovery girl. Most of my knowledge however, I taught myself. I spend multiple hours researching and visiting the library by myself. I learned from all kinds of books such as how to do an eye surgery or different one to one fighting styles. I never showed my other abilities to other people other than the healing ones. The main reason for that was , that Sir Neighteye forbid me to show other people the full form of my Quirk. 

I gabbed my backpack which contained some medical equipment and left the house. I took a rain jacket with me that I bought at a second hand store and unlocked my bike. It was old and rusty but at least , I always managed to arrive at my wanted destination. 

I knocked at All Mights front door " All might ? I am here !" I said.