Dabi x female reader

- upside down -

„ You have to do it ... please I am suffering..." my mom begged.

Tears started rolling down my cheek while I held a knife in my hand. „ I can't..." I whispered and mentally broke down.

The fire got even worse. It speeded inside the entire house, it was going to collapse soon. My mother took all her strength that she had left to stroke my head. My tears were just rushing down my cheeks and wouldn't stop any time soon.

„ wake up" my mom said „WAKE UP"

Nightmare over

I jumped out of my bed , soaked in fear sweat while trying to calm myself. I had a nightmare about my past ; again. I had some sleeping difficulties which is my I took some medication to fight my anxiety. I probably forgot to take my medicine before going to bed. My whole body trembled but I tried to stay focused.

„ WAKE UP" someone banged at my door.

I walked towards the door and opened it „ What's up?" I annoyingly said.

„ You are finally awake... eww you are sweating. Oh oh stinky." Toga responded as she held a hand in front of her nose.

She was the most annoying member of the group which is why I avoided to talk to her. I closed my door whilst not caring what she was screaming at me. My day started of pretty bad and I didn't have the energy to handle her. I jumped into the shower and quickly got dressed into my villain outfit. As I put my earrings on I remembered my nightmare and the memories from me and my mom.

Flashback

„ Mom you are sooooo pretty !!!" 8 year old me said to my mom.

She gently brushed my hair in front of a mirror and said „ You are way more pretty !" She softly smiled.

Her golden earrings matched perfectly to her beautiful eyes. I always admired my moms beauty. Her silky hair that always smelled like flowers and the way she smiled at me. Her smile made my day much better.

Flashback over

I put the earrings on that I have inherited from her and did my makeup. I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed that there was still the picture from me and Dabi hanging next to it. A couple of days have passed since that headline came out but we were still a pretty popular topic in the media. He was amused on how good we looked together which is why he cut out the picture and hung it on my mirror. He had one himself but he carried it around in his big Dracula-looking coat.

" Why are you smiling ?" Dabi said , grinning while he leaned against my bathroom door frame.

I shrug out of shock. "Seriously ? Couldn't you have warned me before you break into my room ?" I groaned.

"Sorry princess ! I am not the usual price charming like you know... like Hawks." Dabi sneered.

" Ohhh... I see ... are you jealous because I had a relationship with Hawks before I met you. " I said teasingly and moved closer to him.

" Me and jealous ?" He laughed " I mean yeah , I can get jealous. Even handsome criminals like me can get jealous but not because of a bird man. " He said and continued laughing.

" Hm ... maybe I should visit him today..." I answered , moved pass Dabi and sat down on my bed.

" Yeah I like that idea. He will probably love you even more since you are now a Villain. " He sat down next to me , leaning in for a kiss.

I pushed his face away with my hand. " You smell like (Holy water) ! It's 10 am (10:00) !" I grumbled.

" My apologies princess but (Holy water) is like my morning coffee." He said and laid back on my bed.

"Anyways, I need to go. " I stood up and walked towards the door.

" Where ?" Dabi asked while starting at the ceiling with his arms crossed behind his head.

" Non of your Business." I said and walked out the door.

I had nothing to do for today , I took this free time to secretly visit All Might. He needed a checkup and I already found out some details about the league of villains plan. I wanted to tell him everything in person , as calling or texting him was too dangerous. I finally arrived at the hero school and easily sneaked into a teachers office were All Might was already waiting for me.

" Hey ..." I silently said to him.

I started to do the check ups and talked to him about the villains plan and how things have been going so far. He wasn't in a good mood at all but still listened to me. He knew about the Bank incident , read the newspaper and tons of articles that were talking about me.

" Sometimes I wonder if you actually became one of them..." All Might whispered.

" It's just... difficult. I need to protect you guys, you are the only ones that I have left. " I said while noticing through the vibrations on the ground that Deku was about to join us.

Deku slowly opened the door. " (L/N) ?!?! What are you doing here." He said furiously.

" Doing some medical check ups for your sensei. I was about to leave. " I responded.

" How dare you to break into my school whilst being a villain. Who do you think you are !" Deku continued his rant.

All Might and I haven't told him the reason why I became a villain. His anger was justified, couldn't deny that. I just looked at him while carefully thinking about a response. I knew that nothing would satisfy him more than the truth but I couldn't tell him yet.

"Shut up." I raised my voice. " You are annoying. Don't you have to train with your childhood boyfriend ?" I snapped.

" Don't talk about Bakugo like that ! He isn't my boyfriend !" Deku screamed.

" I don't have time for this." I said walked pass Deku.

I left the building with some of the students seeing me. I didn't care about that , as no sane person would want to get into a fight with me. The weather was great. It was sunny and the sky had a bright baby blue colour. The slightly cold breeze blew through my hair. I looked back on more time and walked out. I sat at the rooftop of a skyscraper. I loved the view and no one was around. Hawks and I would always fly together. He would carry me bridal style while he flew us on top of a building. We would chat for hours , watched the sunset and just enjoyed time being. I sat down , left to ate some lunch and came back to just enjoy my day with myself.

" Do you miss it too ?" Hawks suddenly said.

I quickly turned around. I wasn't expecting to see him at all but I nearly didn't even recognised him. He looked miserable. He wore some old cloth that got mouldy and had huge eye bags. He smelled really bad and his hair was oily and greasy.

" Are you going to arrest me ?" I questioned him back.

" I mean ... I could but I won't " he responded.

The awkward silence was feeling like eternity. I had nothing to say to him. We broke up and that's it , chapter closed.

" Listen ... I am sorry for how I behaved." His eyes started to tear up " I should have never cheated on you and I want to sincere apologise for that. " He sorrowfully said.

" I appreciate your apology but I think that I cannot forgive you yet. You were the my first love , someone I trusted but you gave us up. For what ? A fling ? I thought our relationship meant more to you. I guess was on the wrong." I answered and was about to leave.

" WAIT ! Please I... I am sorry." Tears started to roll down his cheeks. " I want to you back , I would do anything ! Really ! Give me one more chance. "

" I am sorry but I already moved on." with that said , I left him.