- hero or villain -

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Days have passed since I returned to my villain luege apartment. I needed space and time but luckily the media didn't notice me and just called me "an unknown medics" , which gave me enough courage to return to them. I hid the my outfit near my old apartment and put on my villain outfit. On my way , I thought about an excuse , something that wouldn't make me suspicious. I pondered while I walked through the empty dark passways , suddenly hearing some fast walking footsteps behind me.

One hand grabbed me by my waist while the other rapidly wrapped around my neck , holding the blade of a knife at my throat. " So you finally decided to come back ...princess." a familiar voice whispered to my ear as he pulled me closer to his body.

" I just ... went for a walk and-" I got pushed against a wall with his knife stabbing an ince away from me , into the wall. Dabi was resting his arm on the other side of my head which meant I was completely trapped.

" Do you think I am stupid ?" He angrily asked , pulling out his smartphone " Explain me this !?" He showed me the video of me fighting alongside Hawks and Endeavour.

I watched the video as I got more nervous the more I watched the footage. He chuckled and pulled out his knife from the wall but I knew that behind his laughter was pure anger. If Dabi knows that , this was me , do the others know too , I repeatedly asked myself. I understood his anger and I needed to accept the consequences for my action but deep down I feared that the villains would hurt me. I could fight some of them but not all of them.

" ...that's not me..." I whispered.

" LIAR !" Dabi screamed as he punched the wall behind me ,which made a big dent.

He paused to calm himself , in the meantime I just kept being silent. I had no excuse and accepted that I got caught by him. Sooner or later the others would find out anyways. It doesn't matter what I would do. I will always be the bad guy in someone's story even though I thought ,that I am doing the right thing.

" You have no idea what the others would do to you ,if they would find out that , that's you !" He continued " You make it so difficult for me. I really like you...actually its more than just -like - but ..." He took a deep breath and sat down at the curb.

I sat down next to him " Let's run away." I took his hand. I wrapped my fingers around his while sadly looking him into the eyes. " I want to be with you... maybe starting a new life...just the both of us ...living in peace..." I whispered.

He observed me to see if I meant it serious , his eyes widened as he saw that I meant it. He slowly pulled my hand to his face , giving me a small kiss on the hand and then on my lips. Dabi used the other hand to tuck a hair strand behind my ear. He gazed into my eyes , admiring them while we both felt the cool night breeze. I was falling for him. Everything he was saying and doing was making me fall even harder. I tried getting some distance but as soon as Dabi would noticed that , he would somehow pull me closer to him. He always managed to make me feel beautiful yet respected my personal boundaries , wishing he would sometimes go a bit further.

I wanted to be with him and only him. My life as villain was exciting but over a long period of time exhausting to handle. The idea of starting a new life with him , sounded like a dream. A dream that I wanted to turn into reality so desperately. This was the only way out for me , finally being able to leave everything behind such as my past.

"...I...I need to stay here ...Shikamaru will start a war soon ....I don't want to miss that..." He pulled me closer " Fight alongside with me , with us...we are going to create a new world and if that plan fails...we can run away together !" He ensured.

"...a war ?.." I whispered.

"...I see it as a ...revolution..." Dabi said as he stroke my cheek.

Gigantomachia. The humongous monster that needed to be awakened by the villains who's only responsibility was destruction. He apparently belonged to all for one and only certain people knew his location. I told All Might and Gran Torino all about it , everything I found out. I knew that we wouldn't have much time left till the wakening of Gigantomachia and the fight between the hero society and villain league. Shikamaru would get more and more excited each day , all of his hope and well-being was influenced my all for one and I didn't know if I liked it or not. He wanted to kill All Might for some unknown reason whilst Dabi wanted to play some physco games with his dad.

All of the villains had a special reason for being a villain but what about me. Some people might say that I have a reason as my past was traumatic , people treated me bad as well. At the end of the day I was just this confused little girl that got clung onto the idea of stability , hoping that one day I will be saved by someone. A person that gives me reasoning to live and help me get out of this loop full of sadness and pain. Yes , that was it. I figured it out. Hope. Someone that I could believe in.

Dabi gave me a small kiss on the cheek " You belong to me... and I will do anything to stay with you..." He whispered while hugging me.

"...I don't want to lose you..." I silently replied.

" ... You won't..." Dabi ensured me while smiling.

"...What if I made a stupid decision ?..." I uncertainty asked.

"... even then...I would probably be angry ...but I will recognize that you have a perfectly reasonable explanation for your decision and accept or respect that...nonetheless I will stay with you and by your side. " He said lovingly.

We just stayed in the dark , hugging kissing and just taking. He was crazy but I felt like he was one of the few people that understood me , without me having to explain every small thing about my life. Dabi could just read my emotions and thoughts by simply looking at me which sometimes terrified me. How could it be that he could read me like a book , I thought.

" I love you..." Dabi whispered as we still hugged.

" ...I love you too."

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