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Angst and Fluff
I am waiting again.
Each day he seems to be spending his days at the office longer. Each time it gets longer and each time it breaks my heart.
Am I not enough for him? Is he cheating on me? Why would my husband of three months cheat on me though? Because this marriage was forced.
I swallow that thought away as I watch the clock strike midnight.
Feels like I am always waiting. For maybe one day for him to realise that I may not hate him as much. That I may have grown feelings for this man that doesn't even give me a glance.
Suddenly the door opens making me wipe my tears away and put a smile on. I watch from the hallway as he enters.
"Hi," I say to him in a soft voice in case he is tired.
He looks up from his book frowning before he nods without a word and walks away towards the kitchen making my heart sink.
I will try one last time tonight. Just maybe, tonight could be different. "I left some food for you on the stove," I tell him as I stand in the kitchen doorway watching him still on his book. He went to the stove before saying,
"You should go to sleep. There is no need to wait for me. No one is here so you should stop pretending to be my wife," it felt as if my heart just cracked at his accusation.
"I-No. I mean-ok." I sigh defeated.
I wait for a minute in case he looks at me. I wish he had looked at me once with those eyes that I love so much. I wish he...loved me.
With tears blurring my vision, I walk away with a heavy heart. Pressing a hand to my mouth, I hold in the sobs wanting to escape from me.
Running up the stairs in the massive mansion, I run to my bedroom that is separate from his. Even this thought alone brings me a dreading feeling.
Maybe I should leave. He doesn't need me anyway. I should just go away. I can't let myself be so pathetic for him when I have gave up so much for him.
Falling on my bed with a tear covered face, I fall asleep with a broken heart tonight.
