evanie ~ ciarán mcdonald

19.

i was in ciarans arms. i felt safe. warm. comforted. my face nuzzled into his neck as he rubbed my back.

"you sure you want to do this?" he asked, eyebrows raised.

"yes. its now or never." i forced a smile and took a deep breath, picking up my suitcase and holding back tears. they can wait.

"let me know you got there safe, ok ev?"

i stepped out of matts room into the hall and spotted joba, he agreed to drive me to the airport. we didnt tell the others. all they know is that i had a 'family emergency' which wasn't a lie.

"ready?" joba asked, arm reaching out to take my bag for me. i nodded as he put his thumbs up and began to walk to the car.

i turned back to ciaran. he sniffled and quickly raised his arm up so he could wipe away any tears

"evanie," he approached me, moving a piece of hair out of my face, tucking it behind my ear, "stay clear", he smiled and those were the last words he spoke to me, kissing my cheek and going back to his room

i couldn't even say goodbye.

this was it. i left the house for the last time, getting in the car with joba and we arrived at the airport in no time.

joba and i said our goodbyes, exchanged hugs and he watched as i left. the plane began boarding pretty quick so i didnt have to wait too long.

i, however, managed to find the time to block, unadd, unfollow and delete everybody from my socials. hoping i had no reason to come back and cause any more trouble, ciaran wouldn't be known as the guy who stole his best mates girl, matt wouldn't find out about what had been happening and everyone would be happy.

fuck.

the note.

after delays and hours of sitting in the same place, surrounded by crying children and snoring fathers i landed back home.

the uk.

oh, how i missed seeing that grey sky.

my brother was waiting for me at the airport, he told me how he was getting swarmed by fans and he had only been there ten minutes or so.

i walked around, my eyes scanning for him and suddenly-

"oh my god- EVANIE!" i heard the familiar, annoying voice that was my brother, his arms waving about in the air to catch attention. i dropped everything, running up to him as he wrapped his arms around me to give me a hug. our first hug in years as i haven't seen him in so long. he was squeezing maybe a bit too tight for my comfort, "i missed you, how was the flight-"

"matty please i cant breathe!"

a/n
hehehehehe sorry this was all kinda rushed but who wouldve thought evanie was matty healy's sister all this time??!??!!!?!?

alsoooooo im writing the fourth part to the sequel for this story and its so good hehe... its called nobody but you (like the brent faiyaz/sonder song ykyk) and im posting the first part tonight ahhhhhhh