Out Of Reach (KilluGon) {School Au}

Gon Freecss

{Gon POV}

Hi! I'm Gon Freecss! I live with my Aunt Mito and grandma in a little yellow house on whale island! I couldn't ask for anything more really, both my aunt and my grandma are supportive of my sexuality. Though.. it's hard to be gay in a school filled with closed minded people.. but I'm super happy I get all the love and appreciation I need at home!

My school life is far different from my home life.. in fact it's almost the opposite.
I'm always getting picked on, called names and bullied just because I prefer boys.. of course I still like girls! My best friend is a girl! But I just don't like them like that..

My best friends name is Retz, she's been my friend since 4th grade! She's (as far as I know) the only student at school who supports me.
But then there's Killua, he's super cool! He rides his skateboard to school all the time and sometimes I wait to see him by the tree out front of the school. He doesn't talk to me though.. I don't even think he knows I exist. Though if he does; he probably knows that I'm gay, the whole school does.. ever since this kid named Daren spread it all around to everyone. I hate Daren a lot.. all he does is make me angry and sad, and for no reason at all. It's like he exists just to torment me.

I like to watch Killua, he's interesting. Sometimes in class I'll think about what it would be like to be his boyfriend. Even though I know that I'll never have a chance with him.
It's still fun to fantasize about the things we could do together. He could teach my how to skateboard just like him! And maybe we could go get milk tea together sometime!
Retz knows I like him, and my aunt. I don't trust anyone else with that secret.. if it gets back to Killua who knows what could happen..

Academically I'm doing really good! I have good grades in almost all my classes! Except for math.. I've never been good at that though it doesn't affect my gpa too much so I'm fine.
Retz isn't in any of my classes, I only get to talk to her at lunch. If she doesn't decide to hang out with her girl friends instead.

I have a pretty lonely life at school, but when I'm home I can do whatever I want! I love to go fishing and spend time outside. There are a few forests around my house so I explore those sometimes and collect cool rocks for my rock collection.

I don't normally have Retz over because there's not a lot to do since she doesn't like being outside as much as I do. But she comes over every once and a while and we talk about boys we like and catch up on things.

Tomorrow will be Monday, hopefully it goes better than it usually does.