Out Of Reach (KilluGon) {School Au}

I Can't Believe It {Gon}

{Gon POV}

I chuckled and took my hands off my hips. It felt nice to wear Killuas clothes, they were soft and warm and they smelled just like he did! It was really a dream come true to be having a sleepover with the one I loved most! Even if he didn't know it.. the only problem I have with it is that I can't exactly be myself if I'm not in his room with the door closed; because of his family being around and about.. Killua tells me that if they knew I was gay they wouldn't let me come over because I might taint Killua.

He looked over at me. "Wanna get an after school snack?" I smiled back at him. "Yes please! I didn't exactly have lunch today.." killua frowned he knew exactly why. "Yeahh.. goddamnit Daren. He's such a bully, jeez" I was slightly shocked that he called his friend a bully and cursed him out slightly. "Huh? Isn't he your friend?" Killua rolled his eyes. "Wish he wasn't but he just won't leave me alone." "Oh I see.."

We walked down the stairs to the kitchen and I put my hands in my pockets, I didn't exactly know how to act 'not gay' so I just tried to act like the guys at school. Killua started searching around the kitchen for snacks.
He pulled out a bag of chips out of the pantry and put them on the counter. They were sour cream and onion. I smiled "oo yes good idea"
Killua looked over at me and raised an eyebrow "uh-? What are ya doing?" It was now that I realized I was slumping and had a smug look on my face "I told you to hide it but don't overdo it.." I sat up straight "ah sorry!" he chuckled as he poured the chips into two bowls. One green one and one blue.

Suddenly someone ran up to killua and hugged him tight. "Big brother you're home!!" She squeezed him as she smiled brightly. I recognized her immediately. She had the dark brown hair, pink beads and yellow headband. She was the drawing killua drew in art! He's not interested in anyone else! This is his sister that he was telling me about!
"Heh hi Alluka! Oh uh.." Killua dug around in his pocket and pulled out the flower from before. "Here ya go!" Her face lit up like she had never seen a flower before. "Whaaa!! Thank you it's so pretty!!" She took it and sniffed it once, running to put it in a vase. I decided to introduce myself!
"You must be Killuas little sister that he was telling me about! I'm Gon! One of his friends!" She smiled, she seemed very energetic "Woah! Big brother tells you about me! That's so cool I feel so special!" Killua smiled at her as he opened the fridge. "You are!" She lit up even more jumping up and down. I wondered why she called him 'big brother' instead of just his name..?

Killua picked up the bowls and started to walk upstairs. "Remember to do your homework Alluka!" "Got it big brother!" She ran to her room. Alluka was way more energetic than I thought she would be, but we both shared that trait so I understood why! I followed killua up stairs and noticed that there was something in his pocket that wasn't there before? it was a big box and it looked awkward. "What's in your pocket, Killua?" He looked back at me "Oh it's a chocolate robot! Don't tell anyone I'm not supposed to have them after school-"

Killua opened the door to his room and placed the bowls on the bed. I closed the door behind us and sat down, grabbing the green bowl, taking a bite and looking at Killua. "Mm hey these are really good!" Killua smiled at me and ate a chip himself. He laid back on his bed. I laid back beside him. We sat there for a while in silence at we ate our chips.

After a while killua turned to me. "So you're gay right" I was surprised that he asked since everyone knows the answer.. "uh yep!" He smiled a little as I was slightly intrigued about his sexuality. "W-what about you? What's your sexuality?" His face morphed to a more plain one. "Ah that's the thing I don't know.. I mean I've never had a crush on anyone so I can't tell.." I turned my head in his direction. "We'll do you think your aesexual?" He shrugged. "I don't know.. maybe? I mean I had one guy that I might have liked" My ears perked up "huh? Like how?" Killua sighed, he seemed sad now. "His name was London, and he had a crush on me in middle school and we hung out a lot. Then we started doing other things.." I was getting jealous as I listened to him, I wanted to know everything about this guy.. was killua.. not a virgin?..
"What kinda stuff..?" I had to ask since I was just so curious.. "Well, we'd like hold hands and cuddle sometimes.. it was nice.." he smiled softly. I was surprised that he had more experience than I do I that kinda stuff. "Well.. where is he now?" Killuas face faded to a sadder one. "He moved away.."
I sat up a little with a sad expression as well "aw I'm sorry! That must be super sad.." He smiled at me a little and turned to his side. "It's ok I've met a bunch of other people heh" I laid down on my side a faced him. I gave him an innocent smile.

He looked so cute and handsome up close, and his lips looked so incredibly soft that all I wanted to do was kiss him.. and hold him close.. he looked back at me almost the same way. Did he want to kiss me too? No that couldn't be right.. why would he want to? I noticed his head move slightly closer to mine and I moved closer as well. I couldn't say why.. but I pressed my lips onto his. It was an impulse.. The feelings that swirled around in my stomach were unlike anything I had ever felt! And the best part is.. he was kissing me back!