One Shots *Trevor Jackson,Lamelo Ball,Justin combs,diggy, and many many moreee*

You got me now💕 *Lamelo Ball*

Trigger warning-Mentions physical/mental/emotional abuse

Not part of the Melo seriessssss🙃🙃

*****This one was requested it was a little darker than what I normally write so thats why It's a little shorter 

Also, My writers' block is on a different level right now 😔 So I hope yall really appreciate these chapters 

"Did you see that dumb shit ..... I swear they been gunning for me since I got in the NBA......fuck all of them" He was loud almost screaming which he never did and she didn't know how to take it. "Just try to calm down" her voice was very timid. "Nah fuck all that" his face was bright red she tried to let him just talk himself tired but it wasn't working "The dumb shit is ....... it was obviously something against me it's no way everything I did was a damn foul and people just went right a long with it cause I'm Lamelo and everything been handed to me anyway which is a damn lie I worked my ass off my whole life to get here  I swear I don't care about awards and shit Fr but they not about to keep playing with me YN" "I know and you don't deserve that" her voice remained calm so he could get all out she sighed he was upset and he had every right, to be honestly but the refs have gone on with their lives and it's two hours later and he's still upset about this game. She tried to go over to hold him like he does her but he flinched walking away. "I can't even bae I can't even" he walked out of the room and she just sat there she didn't know if she should follow or allow him time to be by himself ..... she had no clue what to do. She called Gelo cause who knows him better than his brother. "Yooo sorry if I'm interrupting anything but" Gelo cuts her off "He still upset and you don't know what to do?" She nodded her head "he was screaming .... I've never even seen that even when he's pissed he doesn't do that" "honestly we all kinda a like I would say just give him time to himself I'll text him too and check up on him." "Okay thank you" "nah no problem" "bye" "Bye" they hang up and she breaths that doesn't sit right with her to just leave him alone she waits about ten more minutes and then she goes out of the room to find him on the couch. "May I touch you?" She asked gently and it actually made him smirk. "Come sit on my lap" she walks over apprehensively he feels that she feels scared. "I'm sorry for blowing my cool like that I was just mad I'm still mad." "You have a right to be mad and you have a right to scream and yell you don't have to hold everything in it's not healthy" he nods "why you shaking then?" She bit her lip "my body's natural reaction" "you know I wouldn't hurt you right?" "Yes I know.... you wanna be alone?" "I like you right here....." she forced a smile. "Okay shit better out then in right? So why is it your body's natural reaction to get so scared that you're literally shaking when I would never and I have never put my hands on you" " I just like to know what to do to help you and I've never seen you like that and I guess I was just anxious that's all" he kissed her cheek quickly. "I am sorry" "please don't apologize" "let's just sit here okay?" "Okay," she turned so that she could straddle him so they could both be comfortable and she relaxed and she sat there in peace as they tried to relax. But something wasn't sitting right with him."You sleep?" He asked her gently she hummed "No but I was close" "Look at me real quick" She lifted her head looking into his eyes. "I'm only asking this cause I'm worried....Did your ex ever hit you?" She immediately looked down. "No" "Bae look at me .....I know when you're lying" Her voice got shaky and he saw her fighting the tears "He didn't hit me mostly it was words but that's all it took for me honestly." "No man should've ever put their fuckin hands on you .....you understand me?" She nodded "I know that's why I left......at first it would be little comments or he would do little things to see how much control he had over me" "Like what how did it start" The tears fell from her eyes. "I haven't talked to anybody other than my therapist  about this before" "If you're not ready its fine I'm just trying to make sure I never do any of that unintentionally I never want you thinking I will hurt you" "no I don't mind talking ....it's just this was about your bad night I don't wanna turn it on me" "I was mad about a game....Basketball is something I love but it's not life or death .....this is" "Well I guess it started with the way I spoke, that's what started changing first like I use to be way more playful with everyone and weather or not I was upset or just joking with someone I would say whatever a lot and I remember the first time he texted me something and I was like oh whatever and he was all like if it's whatever you never have to speak to me again if it whatever I don't mean shit to you .......and I remembered being like no that's not the case at all its not whatever and he was like okay then never say that shit to me again and I was in complete shock because I was joking but it wasn't a joke anymore and that small thing changed everything I sensored myself all the time to the point where I wasn't speaking like myself him and We would argue about the dumbest shit and he would make me cry and make my heart race in the worst way and then we would just be back together like everything was okay until the next dumb argument.When I would I express how he made me feel he would always blow it off and just say oh you're overthinking things thats all you do sometimes he would just not want to speak to me for long periods of time and he wouldn't tell me why he would just not talk to me for a complete day and then at 11 pm he's like hey and if I addressed it I wouldn't be able to speak to him again The biggest thing he did in the beginning though was ask about my other relationship before him and he wanted to know the details and the pain and the hurt I went through and it was just for him to throw it in my face later..........so yeah when you screamed in front of me for the first time my body did get scared but that's not because of you.....its because of me. I love the fact that you've never screamed at me even when I piss you off so bad you're able to keep your voice calm you don't call me rude names you don't take your attention or your love away......you treat me right so I know you mean well when you asked about this and Actually I'm glad it came up because I've moved on Since I can sit here and talk to you about it." He pecked her lips and then pulled her close "I have always known how strong you were.....but wow bae You're so strong and intelligent and I wish I would've got to you sooner but since I didn't I'm gonna put in my time now and cherish these moments.....I love you" "I love you too bae" "You got me now" "forever?" "Forever"

Thank you to the person who requested this it pushed me as a writer especially while I've been struggling to write so fr thank you. And I have a question for you guys so if you could please answer it is it okay if a person requests something and I dont feel like I could do it justice can I just say no? Should I try and post the failure cause it's wack? Like its been a few requests where I didn't like the finished product at all but I just posted it anyway ....and like the votes were hella low and I pay attention to my votes and comments a lot so when I dont get that many I be sad but anyway is it okay for me to try and if I dont like it I can just say no? Also, I don't want anyone to think I'm throwing shade at a specific person cause this has happened multiple times and I struggle with saying no but anyway....yeah