Teach me how to love ~On Hold~

Chapter 4

Aliyah's POV

We arrived at school I shut off the car getting ready to get out Dejanae grabbed me by arm lightly looking at me with concern.

Aaliyah: "What's up D?"

Dejanae: "I can't go in there looking this way, i already get stares and remarks for just being in peoples presence how am I suppose to go into and try to ignore there words people hate me for being different. I can't change Aaliyah I'm tired of hearing it, tired of making it seem like I don't care i'm just tired "

My heart hurt for her we've been best friends she would tell me she was tired but I didn't know it was that bad.

Aaliyah: "As much as you hate me saying this but your stunning and if they look so be it, there words may hurt but it's not true, you be losing just as much as them."

Dejanae: * small head nod* "yah your right" *mumbles*

Aaliyah: "Now don't be such a downer you walking with your head held high, and your boobs out"

Dejanae: *laughing* "Your a mess"

Aaliyah: "I know but you deal with it"

Dejanae POV

As me and Aaliyah walk into the school it was like dead silence as all eyes were on me. I felt like I was being put under a microscope, my eyes became blurry I tried to wipe them away but they kept coming.

Aaliyah: "The hell y'all looking as damn can we have our faces back".

Everyone went back to what they were doing, ignoring me and Aaliyah man I love that girl

Dejanae: "Thanks "

Aaliyah: "I gotcha back bitch "* wink*

I walked with Aaliyah to a group of guys hanging out and smoking, I hated being here but Aaliyah is my only friend and her boyfriend's here so where she goes I go.

Aaliyah's POV

"Hey baby I said as I walked to my boyfriend", he slightly nodded and pecked my lips. He's a bad boy you know the ones that smoke, drink, have a lot of tattoos the one who if he gets out of control can kill you with his bare hands, the one your parents cringe at when they see him coming.

But he's mine and I love him, I don't care what anyone says were meant for each other Dejanae doesn't like him but tolerates him for my sake. Damion hangs out with his friends all day which pisses me off i stress to him about us dating and it's me or them, he lost control and choked me he stared into my eyes with nothing but anger once he released he ran out his house he was gone for hours.

By the time he came back he smelled of beer and cheap perfume, he walked up to me slowly saying he was sorry for how he acted, I saw the sorrow in his eyes and in a minute forgave him  that night we had sex, but to me it felt like nothing I was confused and scared, but I loved him or at least made myself love him, till this day i don't test him but every once in a while he might lash out on me. I know why I'm still with him I'm too scared to leave.

Damion's POV

So I was talking to my boys and Aaliyah some over with some girl i don't know her name but she was looking fine. It wasn't just me looking either she had beautiful skin an curves like an hour glass. Now y'all are probably thinking dude your girlfriend is right next to her. 

But I don't care I'm not the lovey, stay faithful type I'll date e,, smash em, dump em. Aaliyah just happens to be one I'm keeping for awhile, But anyway Aaliyah came over and started talking but I wasn't listening I kept trying to figure out who shawty with this body is.