Chapter 19

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Dejanae's POV

It's been a few months since Jay got out of the hospital and You could say everything has been going smoothly.  I moved out of Jayden's house since his mother moved in and now I'm staying with Damion. I've grown to be 5 months pregnant, It's a lot of work but Damion has been helping me every step of the way.


Me and Damion were chilling on the couch when Damion got up and turned off the TV

"Damion yo ass better turn that TV back in I was watching that" I said with a slight attitude

 "Chill D I gotta ask you something". He chuckled

 "Well you can ask me with the TV on". I pouted 

Nah this is important.

 "K what is it" I asked slightly confused.

" Well we've kinda been together for some time you know with this baby and I just wanna know what are we? he asked 

" What do you mean what are we"?  

" I mean I like you and I kinda hope you like me too" he said shyly.

I was kinda shocked, We have been with each other for some time but I only thought that was because we wanted to focus on the baby and what he or she might need. I hadn't really had time to think about what me and him were.

I could tell by the look on his face I needed to answer him.

"What do you want us to be?" I asked him.

" I wanna be your night and shinning armor I wanna protect you and love you with everything in me.  I wanna be with you through every choice you make the good ones and the bad, I wanna be the last thing you see at night and the first thing you wake up to, I wanna cherish your beauty , And understand your flaws. I wanna hold you in the morning and love you at night, I wanna be a father to this baby I wanna protect him or her I wanna be in their life for all 18 years and even beyond that. And Lastly I want us to be a family, I know that the way all this turned out wasn't the best but look at where we are now? Dejanae I can honestly say I love you and wouldn't want anyone else to take away your place so do me the honor of being more than just my baby mama?" 

I was stuck, my body was frozen everything he said was slowly sinking in. Before I could really process what I was going to say my mouth opened and the word just spilled out.

Yes.

 

Jayden's POV

It's been a couple of weeks since my mom has been home and it's been somewhat good. The girls were more than excited to see their mother, me on the other hand was very skeptical about her just popping up. 

It was like she just up and decided to come a be a mother all of a sudden.  She thought just coming back would make all the pain she put on me and the lies she told the girls well think not cause that shit is still there.

I choose to just let her have her moment of the mommy role and then step in when she gets tired and decides to leave, so of right now I'll just wait.


Jasmine's POV

I've come back to see my kids, I know I never should've left but when I lost my husband the only way I could overcome him was drugs. 

Sounds stupid right? He ended up dying due to drugs and being in the game, I just felt like I couldn't handle life after he was gone it was like we were a team in everything we did I couldn't really take care of myself so how was I supposed to take care of kids?

I know it was dumb of me to leave my boy in charge of them, I took away his freedom to be a teenage boy that's something I regret the most.

When my husband was alive we had three girls, we both were so busy I never really got to see them or really be there mother. After all these years I really lost sight of how they were or what they looked like, I missed them but felt scared to come back after I got cleaned because I didn't know if they would remember me or think of me as their mother.


I came back to give my kids the life we always wanted with an actually family, I wanted to forget my oh so dreadful past and focus on my future with my children.

But That's not the full reason I came back. Before my husband died we owed a man something more than just money and since my husband isn't here to help me clear our name I have to do it, and I need to get to him before he come after my son. 



??'s POV

I stepped out of the black Mercedes Benz, and adjusted my suit.

Man it felt good to be home, seeing that nothing has changed only makes my job here easier. I pulled a blunt out of my front suit pocket and lit it, blowing out the smoke slowly through my mouth.

"I'm here for one thing and one thing only to get back what should've been mine. Those nigga's new nothing about running that type of business, They thought that taking it away from me would make me just give up? Hell no that shit was rolling in money and I'm here to bring all that back tweak it a little bit and run this business like it always should've been under my name. I'm glad some of those nigga's are dead only makes me killing the rest less of a challenge."

My thoughts were intruppted by my phone ringing.

??: Daddy are you here?

??: Yeah baby girl I'm here.

??: Okay well just come to the house I know mama will be happy to see you.

??: I'm on my way.

??: See you soon daddy.

??: I'll see you soon Aaliyah.

  






I know this chapter is short but it took forever to write those simple words so sorry guys 

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