Teach me how to love ~On Hold~

Chapter 12

Dejanae's POV

Dejanae: What do you mean Pregnant?

Damion: your pregnant

Dejanae: Yeah I know that but when? How?

Damion: That party you went to, you got drunk and me and you had sex thus you being pregnant.

My mind was beyond blown I know I wasn't feeling well lately but I never thought I'd be pregnant let alone with Damion's child.

How was I suppose to tell Aaliyah this?

Damion: D ??

Dejanae: I don't wanna hear from you unless it has to do with this child

You don't understand that I'm gonna lose everything I've tried to gain due to you.

Damion: D-

Dejanae: No, you ever think about how I'm suppose to tell my best friend I'm pregnant with her boyfriends child??

Or were you just gonna fuck me and the leave me to deal with it by myself?

Damion: Dejanae I know I shouldn't have done it but the moment felt right

I didn't think about the aftermath but I'm willing to be there for you and the baby 100%

Dejanae: * mumbles* Yeah well see about that

Damion: Dejan-

Dejanae: Can you just get Jayden

I was done talking to Damion

this was too much on me I'm 16 and pregnant by my best friends boyfriend.

Damion's POV

I walked out upset

I understand she's shocked and hurt and confused but I don't know maybe I was looking for a different reaction.

Damion: Jay, Dejanae wants you

Jayden: Ight

I hope this baby changes me and her relationship for the better

I meant what I said I'm sticking with them through everything cause they are my everything.

Dejanae's POV

 Pregnant, Pregnant, Pregnant

that's all that kept going through my head

I was so in grossed in my thoughts I didn't even see Jayden standing there.

Jayden: hey ma

Dejanae: hey Jay

we sat in silence, there was nothing to say everything just weighed heavy on both of us.

Dejanae: should I keep it??

Jayden: I know Damion was dumb for what he did

but taking an life for that mistake isn't worth it.

Dejanae: you really think he'll be there

Jayden: Even if he isn't just know you've got me always and forever

Dejanae: always and forever.

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Dejanae's POV

I had just got home

Today was very stressful and I needed to relax for the baby.

I laid across my bed and let my thoughts take over my body

how are you gonna tell Aaliyah? how are you gonna tell your mom?

I was interrupted by my phone going off saying I had a text

Queen_Aaliyah: Hey girl i haven't seen you all day you alright??

Dejanae: yah I just got a lot on my mind right now

Queen_ Aaliyah: You wanna talk about it?

Dejanae: I'm tired right now but well talk later

Queen_Aaliyah: Okay text me later

I finished my conversation when my phone went off again

My Future Babydaddy: I know your mad at me but you have an appointment two weeks from now at 1, I'll come and get you then

I didn't rely

I just sat my phone down and drifted off to sleep.

Dejanae's POV

I woke up around 6 and decided to suck it up and tell Aaliyah

Dejanae (6:10pm): you can come over now i got something to tell you.

Queen_Aaliyah(6:25): Alright I'll be there in 10 minutes

I shut my phone

This was the hardest thing I had to do

How was she gonna take it?

I sat in my room worried about how all this would go or what I would say to her.

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

Dejanae: come In

Aaliyah stepped in a little upset but once she saw me she quickly brushed it off.

Aaliyah's POV

Before I got over here Damion called me saying we weren't working out and he has other priorities to deal with.

You would think I'm happy to be away from him.

But I'm not yeah he was abusive and cheated and was controlling but that was just the negative he was a really sweet guy who went for whatever he wanted.

I feel like he made the image I am now I had enough confidence to back any girl off of him or fight any bitch who was to look at him the wrong way now I'm on my own.

I knew that him breaking up with me was gonna be years from now so there had to be someone that got him on a hold but who??

Dejanae's POV

Aaliayh: so what did you have to tell me

Dejanae: I"m still new to it all but It started after we got drunk at the party

I was feeling sick afterwards for some time and passed out this morning at school.

Aaliyah: OMG D are you okay? did you go to a Hospital or something?

Dejanae: Yeah well Jayden and Damion came with me

Aaliyah: why Damion

Dejanae: apparently he found me out

Aaliyah: well what did the Doctor say??

Dejanae: I'm pregnant

Aaliyah: ~silence~

Dejanae: Aaliyah??

Aaliyah: who's the father??

Dejanae: Damion