A/N: Sorry ngayon lang nakapag-update medyo busy ako sa pag-achieve ng x-mas wish list ko :/
eto na update
Unpredictably Sought...
♔ⓡImissTheWayYouLie020808
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RALPH'S POV
January 8 2009
Months had already passed
Marami ng nangyari
<( ̄︶ ̄)> []~( ̄▽ ̄)~* ( ̄﹏ ̄)
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I wanted to make things right but at the same time I wanted to do everything that could make her happy.
I wanted to tell her everything and I wanted to make her feel how important she is to me.
but i still can't
I'm gambling everything.
But i want our relationship to win.
Naranasan niyo na bang sobrang complicated na lahat ?
Minsan na lang kami magkita since i'm studying in manila.
I seldom go to laguna na since i have to stay to do my thesis.
Pero araw-araw magka-usap kami.
araw-araw magkatext
although matagal tagal na talaga since yung last kami nagkita.
Siguro a month and a half na
malapit na nga birthday niya e sa 20 na.
i cant focus on doing my thesis (~_~メ)
Nalaman ni mama na iba na yung girlfriend ko at hindi niya nagustuhan yung idea na nakipagbreak ako kay Dane.
and to make things worse she threatened me na if i pursue this relationship she'll stop providing for my studies.
bakit ?
ewan ko nga e.
kesyo ang baba daw ng grades ko ngayon.
bad influence daw si Aika.
hindi daw healthy yung relationship namin.
i tried explaining na out si Aika sa kung ano man nangyayari sa grades ko
but she's persistent about the break up so ayun sabi niya i have until march para ayusin ang grades ko or else bahala na daw ako.
im totally screwed <(ˍ ˍ*)>
bahala na.
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January 20 2009
Birthday na niya ngayon
I had my haircut today.
Pissed ako e.
Binabadtrip na naman ako ni mama e.
FLASHBACK
January 19 2009
Ang tahimik na ng araw ko tsk dumaan pa si mama sa pad ko para lang manermon hay
"don't you ever fool around again with your new girlfriend okay ?". sabi niya habang niyuyogyog ako at nagtalukbong lalo ko ng kumot at tinakpan ang tenga ko.
"blahblahblah ma we're not fooling around. we are inlove okay ? my ever understanding mother disappeared all of sudden. hay could you bring her back".sarkastikong sabi ko na mukhang lalong ikakainis ng nanay ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
Unfaithfully yours
General Fictionif you've done something in the past that took away your future. knowing you were the one who messed up. what will you do ? are you willing to do everything ? a or will just suite yourself, reminiscing your imperfectly perfect love affair?