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Forbidden Visit : Georgehalo

So Umm I am just doing an angst nothing too angsty though just bad thoughts and feelings…

also fluff at the end because I am bad at angst :)

Man I am gonna suck at this lets make this an bbh x George

Word count thingy: EXACLTY 1800

Warnings: a type of derealization, intrusive thoughts and pretty much angst, also mentions of wounds.

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Bad POV:

    I jump up in the middle of the night, I feel sweat and tears run down my face. I smile at the feeling, it’s been a long time since I have felt anything at all, since my fight with the egg. My heart pounds against my chest beating faster than I can think. My mind spirals to process every bit of emotion. I cherish it with every last drop of a soul I have left in me. The Egg took everything. 

    I start to smile as I cry, I am filled with euphoria from the feeling of sadness, my mind bubbles with excitement of emotion feeling like I am being drowned in a painful silence. That smile turns into a laugh, how pathetic can I be? I giggle as I think of this. My mind goes to wonderful places, like the pain I felt from that argument. I remember the Egg’s control, how it ruined my friendships and I got hit with a pang against my heart all of a sudden. I remember the feelings I felt when I was with Skeppy building something or helping him and how he would play around with me as I laugh and smile like a fool with him, I remember how I would hang out with Puffy, quackity, George and the rest having meaningful talks and interactions. How disgusting. Happiness… why feel something I haven’t felt in a long time a feeling so revolting. 

    Filthy feelings I feel nothing but hatred take over me, stupid stupid stupid. I start to laugh hysterically again, I look outside to see the woods to which I have been banished due to being on the egg’s side. I start to be torn down from my wonderful feeling of despair. I look at my arm to see the many arrow and sword wounds. I look over to my chest of drawers to see a note from Skeppy that he gave me years ago, before I was banished. 

    I decided to get up and sneak to L’Manburg to be able to see their faces, or at least the faces of those who remained. I grab a black cloak with a silver line running through the bottom forming intricate shapes one of them being a star. I put on some similar black dress pants and some red and white sneakers. I put on a blue torn piece of a bandana that belonged to skeppy before his unfortunate passing. I grab an iron sword since I have been revoked of my netherite privileges due to my acts. I grab some ender pearls and a few invisibility potions just in case.

I start towards L’manburg with my bundle of stuff, I walk through the nether portal because I am extremely isolated from society. I walk through the portal feeling the nauseousness of the travel. I am soon swooped into it, seeing nothing but black for a moment.

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    The air shifts from a cold, bitter atmosphere to a more intense heat driven one. I start to travel through the small forest, fortress and other buildings that spawn naturally along with some player-built paths. 

(TIME SKIP)

    After what felt like hours of walking I came across the L’Manburg portal and crossed to the other side. I decided to ender pearls across to George since he is th only relation I haven’t broken… at least not completely. I quickly ender pearl over to George's house hoping that he wouldn’t be angry for my detachment from him. I hesitate a bit before I decide to knock.

THONK   THONK

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George’s POV: