The Changes In Our Moments

•chapter 2•

I walk outside of the building, I needed air- air I couldn't seem to find in there.
I cry into my shirt, then I begin whispering to myself
"I'm going to get the house, get a job, and go to school. no one will know." I stutter on my next words "I have no one but myself, it's all me now."
When they finally release me I have them drop me off to a house 2 blocks away from where I live, so he won't actually know where I live. I wave him off and I wait till he pulls around the corner and speeds off. I pick up my suitcases, and one of my mother's, and I walk.
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I make it to the house, running through the front door and i form all my things into the Master Bedroom and I rummage over to the desk, we already had all of our furniture moved here.
I unravel my laptop and switch it on, I need to enroll for school and pay some of the bills for the hospital.
I get asked a question stating guardians name, number, and age.
tears form as I fill it out and then after hours of signing up.. im done. I continue unpacking for the rest of the night and I get ready for school, tomorrow.
I have a bookbag, it's mint green and I toss all my notebooks and binders in there will all my utensils I will need.
I am so tired from the last few days of no sleep and packing/unpacking and watching my mother.. I choke on the words, even in my head.
All I want to do is just sleep. So I do.
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I wake up at 4:30 in the morning, my bus comes at 6:45. I don't have that much time, I quickly pop into the shower and then I pick out my clothes. It took a little while considering I was stuck between two outfits, but I finally decided on the ripped navy blue jeans, and my maroon t-shirt that says "the script" on it, I form my hair into a braid and finish myself off by putting on skin tone blush and concealer, a hint of eyeshadow, a bit mascara and perfectly winged eye liner. I slide on my combat boots, throw on my book bag tossing in $15, ID, and my house key.
i walk outside, after locking the door then I huddle over to the bus stop. The bus comes right on time and I step on looking at all these normal and happy teenagers, I look at all of them envious. I sit by myself in the back and turn on my music, Nickelback turns on and I let the music flow through me, as I wait for my arrival to hell.
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The bus comes to another stop, unexpectedly, I thought I was the last one. Some tall, muscular, blue eyed like the ocean but better honey steps on. He has the perfect shade of dirty blonde hair going to the perfect angle.
H e sits down by one of his guy friends (im guessing they are friends) and I roll my eyes and mutter
"probably some stupid jock."
We swerve into the district, it's so nice. I walk off and mumble so only I can hear "school is so overrated." I look at the ground and back up and head up to the school, my stomach aching. I'm nervous.
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