The Changes In Our Moments

•chapter 11•

I stand there, breathing heavily on his broad chest, my weight nothing compared to his bi-step as I am comforted in the smell of cinnamon and cologne.
He chuckles, and I swear all flowers blossom at the sound of his voice, I look up at him and find a strong smile shining down on me,
"Hey princess." He smiles bigger, which I didn't know was possible. There he goes again breaking records, as usual.
I release his hands and pull my head back,
"What about you and Caroline?" I question, harder than I meant. It actually meant something.
He squints his eyes, "what about her?" He questions me, obviously confused.
I shake my head, "you can't give me that. This isn't some perfect relationship like Camden and Giavanna, okay? I don't even know if we can do this. My dad is trying to kill me, I already got Giavanna involved and look at what else I added. You. I can't risk losing more people I, I just, just can't."
I break down falling to my knees. Andrew hustles over and lifts my chin up kneeling down beside me,
"You won't lose anyone else, okay? We will get through this together and you will come out happy, safe, alive, and mine."
I walk through my house.
"I need to go, I'll be back later. I just need to be alone."
I leave and head over to the Grocery Store and buy myself some milk and other materials needed, I walk around looking for a bag of my favorite jalapeño chips, I also manage to grab my favorite soda and I head over to the cashier, paying a good $25.00.
I head out of the store, in my sweatpants. Showing no emotion, I'm pretty empty right now. I jump into my truck, throwing my stuff in the back. I move out of the parking lot and head down the street, pulling into a nearby gas station for gas.
I jog inside paying for my fuel/gas and huddle back outside, it's pretty chilly for a morning in Los Angeles.
I finish closing my gas tank, looking at the blue sky as I pull out and make a sharp turn around a corner.
I move through a corner, and turn to a stop light, I stop switching on my radio to a random station listening to the radio, and nothing interesting comes on of course so I move onto music, I finally find a song that I will be fine with right now; "centuries" by fall out boy.
I wait for the light to finally turn a bright green, it's stays a shade of a bold red.
The song ends, although I did turn it on in the middle of the song.
I listen to the radio that comes on after it.
They say they are expecting strong weather storms, which is true considering it is pouring by the time I finally get moving, and that it will be a wet few days, great.
I pull into a coffee shop parking lot, my favorite one since I have come here and I grab a vanilla latte with extra cream and sugar and I head over to a booth to sit, I sit there staring at my drink for a few moments until suddenly realizing I need a straw, I head over to the stand trying to reach for s straw which of course my short arms can't seem to grasp and I pull so hard I flick back bumping into someone, I fall to the ground as they do the same besides me. After I regain my strength I lift up,
"I'm so sorry." He is obviously stronger than me, he has bright blue eyes. My red and blonde hair, and my dad's natural nose and lipline, I pull back as I do I notice,
"Johnny?" I command for an answer.
He nods, "Hey Bree, it sure has been a wh-"
I cut him off by grabbing him into a hug,
"Do you know how much I have missed you, you little jerk!" I cry into his shoulder.
It's my brother,my little brother, my only brother.
I am reunited.