The way life goes//Mattia Polibio

~24~

'I got money, I got pills, and I got a broken heart'

MATTIAS POV

I was laying in my bed just staring at the ceiling thinking.

What was I thinking about?

Totally not Camila😀

Nope😀

Couldn't be me😀

Okay yeah I was thinking about her.

I missed her. Yes it's only been a few days but I miss her so much.

Everything about her makes me go soft.

The way her little tooth gap shows every time she smiles.

The way her brown eyes turn this beautiful amber color in the sun, just like mine.

The way her curly brown hair bounces with every move she makes.

The way she's always biting her nails whether she's nervous or not.

The way her voice automatically deepens when she's around people she doesn't know.

The way she loses her temper with the smallest things.

Everything.

I need her.

And I want her

So fucking bad.

And it kills me the thought that she might not feel the same way about me. It was currently 3:04 am in here and I'm pretty sure she's awake.

My Nonna is doing fine, she recovered earlier today and now she's just waiting to get released.

And since she's recovering we're going back to Jersey in a few days. I can't wait to go back honestly.

I love being here, it's literally my second home but being away from Camila is kind of ruining it.

What is she doing to me?

I look at my phone and grab it.

I scroll through my contacts and quickly tap on hers before thinking twice.

I hear the FaceTime ring a few times before I see connecting appear on the screen.

I smile as I see her face pop up.

As usual, she answers with an annoyed face and says "what?".

She always does this, then after a few seconds that annoyed face usually turns into a smile.

"Well hello to you too"

And like I said, a cute smirk creeps on her face. I smile harder and laugh a little.

"How's it going up there in Italy?"

"It's going pretty good, my Nonnas doing better"