Find U

part 5

- PART FIVE -

 ** Slow updating, I know :( sorry...**

I’ve been staying outside the library for a week when I began to lose my patience that he would come.

That I will ever see him again, everything felt hopeless but my heart still beats as strong for him.

I wont give up, I told myself.

There’s still hope, a voice keeps telling me.

I hope so, I really do.

Without him I’m nothing.

It’s just… this was the place he always came to, why haven’t I seen him?

‘’I’m maybe just colourless...’’ The words cut through my head and my heart hurts.

No, no… he’s not colourless.

He’s in many different colours right? I tell myself and with those words on my mind I get up from the ground and starts to walk, I don’t know where, just that I’ll be in his arms in the end and he’ll be in my.

My headache comes sneaking and I lean against a wall.

 

Harry’s fingers are intertwined with my, he sits in front of me on my bed with crossed legs.

He looks down at his lap, his curls covering his eyes.

I loved his shy, innocent look, he were so cute.

I slowly bend forward and kisses his cheek, he faces me and his green eyes looks at me sad and filled with love.

What..? I ask and he looks down again, why do you have to leave...? He wonders a moment later.

I sigh, Harry I’m not leaving, I would never leave you… it’s just a little road trip.., I say and he shakes his head.

Can’t you stay..? Please..? He asks and looks at me with pleading eyes.

 Harry you’ll be fine without me for just a little while, I answer.

It’s just…. It feels wrong to let you go.., He says with a low voice.

I look at him concerned, why? I ask, he looks straight into my eyes, It feels like you won’t return, that I’ll be alone again, he says and lowers his gaze again.

Harry, look at me, I say and so he does, I will return, I can promise you that, okay? I’ll return, I’ll always return for you, I say and he hugs me tightly.

 

The scene is gone and I’m standing alone at the street, tears slowly streaming down my face.

I understand that moment may have been the last time I saw him before the accident.

I can still see his pleading green eyes, wanting me to stay, to stay with him.