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part 7

- PART SEVEN -

**Sorry for bad updating, school and stuffs you know, but here u go, part 7**

Louis POV:

I've never been in France before but it's big, it really is... I'm struggling against the feeling of hopelessness as I look out over the city, old buildings, many cars and many peoples.

As long as it's not impossible it's possible right?

I pick up my bag and start to walk, the sun is burning my skin, it's a beautiful day.

A clear blue sky and hot, but at the same time a breezy wind.

Paris is a great place to begin, Harry should live here, it's like the place were everyone wants to move if they're moving to France.

But what do I know?

I'm just that coma guy that forgot my whole life; I don't even know myself anymore.

My parents are dead and here I am looking for the only important person remaining in my life, Harry Styles.

What if he moved on, well he has in someway cause he moved here, but what if he have forgotten about me, doesn't love me anymore?

I once again remember that scene when he asked me to stay cause he was afraid I wouldn't come back.

If he loves me, he trusts me, and he waits.

I can picture him sitting in his room looking out through the window, his eyes empty of loneliness, but at the same time filled with hope, that I'll return.

I'm on my way.... I wish he knew.

It's hard to pay attention to the actual France, it's so beautiful but that's not what I'm looking for, that's not why I came here.

As the time goes by I'm starting to get hungry, so I find a pretty cheap restaurant and settles down at a table.

Soon a hamburger were placed in front of me and I quickly ate it up.

My money was enough but I was unsure if I could buy another meal later, I really hope it doesn't takes too long until I find him, if it does I'll probably die of hunger.

That not scares me though cause I know I will, I know I will find him.

I walk, walk and walk, I must've looked like an robot or something that's walking straight to its target.

But did I have a target? Well, I guess so... I had Harry.

I still had no idea where he could be, but I trusted myself that I'll just find him, I will.

The sun is slowly disappearing behind the buildings, soon it would be dark.

I walked inside a little park next to a river, maybe I could sleep here?

***

I sit against a tree close to the river and watches as the water streams past, it's dark now.

The only sound is the river and a breeze caressing the trees.

I slowly stretches out my hand towards the water to touch it, it was cold and fresh.

I cup my right hand and captures some water in it, then I drink it up.

It tasted alright but I was pretty sure it may be dirty, this is in a big city.

I reach the water again with my hand but something sharp cuts up my palm, I close my eyes of the pain, but I didn't mind to drag up my hand.

I open my eyes slowly and I can see how the moonlight are reflected at the waters surface, that makes it able to see how red the water is, red of my blood.

I just looked at the water, it was beautiful, tell me I'm crazy but I really think it is.

I cupped my hand again and captured some red water in it, and then I let it go, I watched as it streamed down between my fingers.

I got a special feeling inside of me, warm and like bubbly, I felt happy.

I look down at the water again, red.

The part I could see of the river was all red. Red River. I suddenly thought of.

I laughed a little about it, what a coincidence, ha?

Then I felt a hard sting in my chest, Harry.

I wish he was here with me, together.

I sat there just taking in the moment, the full moon, the red river, the smell of grass, flowers... a hot summer was what it smelled like.

Which reminded me of something....

I watched the blue sky, no clouds, just that light clear blue colour that you just want to dive in to.

It smelled grass, wheat.

Which maybe wasn't that strange cause I was laying on a field, surrounded by the high wheat.

He was playing with my fingers while resting his head on my chest, I could smell the wonderful shampoo he used for his hair, some curls were tickling my neck and chin, and I smiled.

Happy to have him, happy that we are laying here together, and happy that nothing could tear us apart.

It was one of these days I just forgot about everything else and lived for the moment, the only thing that mattered were that he was here, close to me.

I could feel every single breath he took, and our breaths melted together as a tree's roots and the ground.

In that moment nothing could break us apart cause we were one together.

He slowly turned around to look at me, his green pure eyes met mine and a warmth from the very deep of my chest sparkled, it was like he opened the door to my deepest feelings, a door whose key only had one owner, Harry Styles.

I giggled of the fuzzy feeling inside of me and he joined in, we laughed together so happy, so innocent and so in love.

Until he gently stroked some hair from my face and leaned over to kiss me, his hands moved up to my hair and his lips first picked mine and then he slowly slipped his tongue inside my mouth, my tongue moved with his, even if it was my mouth he kissed I could feel it in my whole body.

I grabbed the back of his white thin shirt and slipped my hands inside it, his stomach were soft, and I cupped my hands around his hips, they fitted perfect.

His locks fell down over my face and that smell of shampoo surrounded me, at the same time the smell of his aftershave.

I almost felt dizzy of all those beautiful, wonderful, and marvellous smells as you can describe them, nothing smelled better than him, nothing could taste better than him, and nothing could beat him, he was invincible and so was our love.