𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐘𝐨𝐮 | 𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮 𝐌𝐢𝐲𝐚

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 2 ➵ 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑟

"i'm really sorry y/n! my mom really wants me to come home now"

"yes yes now shoo go home" you said while pushing his back making him walk towards the door, basically kicking him out.

"are you sure you'll be alright tidying up alone? i feel bad leaving you with this mess" nikou, your bandmate said while pointing around the room.

"it's fine really! besides, i have a lot to think about" you assured him while picking up pieces of crumpled paper on the floor.

"who even cleans to clear up their minds- you're weird y/n" he said judging you.

"oh hush, i just find it kinda relaxing"

"yeah but-"

"shut up nikou, before i force you to stay and help me clean up" with that said nikou rush out of the music room without saying goodbye.

i know, the audacity.

you checked your phone to see what time is it.
4:50 pm, "well practice ended sooner than i expected"

after cleaning up and thinking about random shit, you locked up and decide to just check out the gym real quick before heading home.

you peeked inside the gym and saw they were still practicing, so you made your way to where coach kurosu was sitting.

"ah l/n! i haven't seen you in awhile" he said slightly tapping the bench beside him, inviting you to sit down.

"i've been kinda busy with music and stuffs hehe" you sat down beside him and begin to scan around the room, but your eyes locked to an unfamiliar figure.

"uh coach? who's that?" you point to the girl with short blonde hair.

"that's our new manager! atsumu brought her here earlier" your heart dropped hearing the news. atsumu asked you multiple times to be their manager, but you always refused because you're already so caught up with music.

"oh.. that's nice"

you sighed and just took out your phone to distract yourself from the unpleasant feeling inside.

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"atsumu, you stay here and clean up! that's your punishment for coming late" kita said firmly.

"that's so not fair, it's not my fault i need to walk
n/n to the music room!" atsumu complained.

"no one told you to walk me to the music room dipshit!" you jabbed the side of his stomach.

"ouch! that hurts the fu-"

"she's right 'tsumu, ya should stop blaming n/n every time yer late" osamu cut him off mid-sentence.

"i was just protecting her!" atsumu defended himself.

"from what?" you raised a brow

"i don't know? predators?" everyone shook their head in disbelief.

"like i get your obsessed with her or whatever, but you can't just-" suna began teasing atsumu but atsumu cut him off.

"I'M NOT OBSESSED!"

"hu uh of course ya aren't" osamu joined in.

on the outside, you seem unbothered, but oh you were going feral in the inside. you need to do something, quick! before anyone notices you being embarrassed.

"shut up the 3 of you, i'll help 'tsumu clean up" you said as you walk to the storage room to grab a mop in attempt to calm yourself down.

"you really don't have to-"

"no, it's fine kita-san. i know all of you are tired, so just go home, we'll be fine" you smiled, kita nodded and left you and atsumu alone.

in all honesty you were pretty tired yourself. the reason you wanted to stay and help out atsumu is so that the new manager chick would leave with the rest of the team too.

but oh boy, you were wrong.

"um, why're you still here?" you raised your brow.

"i want to help you and-" before she even finished her sentence you cut her off.

"no need, you can go" your didn't bother to look at her in the eyes, still paying attention to where you're mopping.

"please, i insist" before you could even say anything she starts picking up stray balls. you sighed and just continue cleaning up.

after a good 20 minutes, the gym was already clean. atsumu locked the door and the 3 of you started walking.

"oh right, i haven't introduce myself, nakahara yua! you can just call me yua, i don't mind!" she faced you with a wide smile.

"cool, uh l/n y/n"

"sooooo l/n-san you're in the music club right?" you didn't wanna come off as rude, but your energy to interact with other people had run out.

you just hummed in response. due to your lack of energy you didn't really engage in the conversation.

yua got the message that you're probably tired right now, so she didn't ask anymore questions.

you just watch as yua and atsumu talk about who knows what. watching them laugh and giggle.

you heard yua called atsumu "tsumu" a few times which surprises you. atsumu doesn't let just anyone call him by his nickname. he only lets people that are close to him call him that.

you just had about enough and started walking a bit faster. you didn't want to watch their little interaction.

you hated this. you hated feeling jealous. you can keep any kind of emotions to yourself. but once it's jealousy, you just can't.

"hey n/n! i'm gonna go and walk yua to her house first you can-" you didn't even bother to let him finish his sentence and just stomped your way home.

this is so unlike you. especially yua was really nice and wasn't being bitchy. but you just can't control your emotions right now. that's what frustrates you. you were always in control of your own emotions. so the second you're not, you just flipped out.

you sighed for the umpteenth time today.
"i'm home!" you say loudly. you were obviously home alone, you just say that to greet the burglars if there are any.

you plopped down your bed and banged your head on your pillow. "i'm going crazy aren't i?"