Alison:
Its been 2 days since me and Austin started being friends. I like him but i don't think he likes me back. My friend Boxy told him. I feel like an idiot. Yesterday, he told me that he likes me as a friend but hes not sure about anything else.
I was crushed. I didn't know what to feel. I was empty on the inside. "Hey Ali" Austin says. I turn around and and say "Oh. Hey". We walk to the training room and i feel a hand brush up agaist mine. His hand slowly slide into mine. We end up hloding hands. I see Boxy and Ryan talking so i decide to leave them be. Zeke and Shania walk in together. Shes laughing. I wonder what it feels like to be loved. To be cared for.
Thinking just hurts right now so im not going to. Zeke demonstrates some blocking tequniques and then we start. Austin and Ryan take the ones next to me. "Ali." Austin says to me. "Yah" I say. "Do wanna go out with me?" he asks practising the block. "Um, yh, sure" i say and.he smiles and i smile back. We go back to blocking.
~~Time Lapse~~
At the end of training, i spot Macauley, Austin and Ryan talking. I wonder what they are talking about. Austin waves me over and says "Hey!" i reply back with a smile. I feel like i can't breath. My stomache was so painful. "Are you ok?" Ryan asks. I shake my head no and i fall back. Blacking out.
