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× adoration in her eyes ×

If someone were to ever ask Ryuu how much she loves her members, she would become speechless and tears would begin to fall down. There's no explaining how much she loves them. They're the reason she's still breathing and without them, she'd feel lost and sad.

She would always looked at her members in adoration and her eyes would filled with love as she looks at them.

There is one time on the Love Yourself Tour Concert that she had those adoration in her eyes. It was when Namjoon was giving an ending speech and he had asked the members for hug. Firstly, he hugged Jungkook. Then, Jin and soon enough the whole group joined in.

However, Ryuu stood on the side, watching them with tears welling in her eyes. She wished there's a better word than 'I love you so much' to express her infinite love for them. It feels like words couldn't do them any justice.

They're the one who picked her broken pieces up and fixed it like they're made to do it. They're the one who become her wings when she couldn't fly and without them, she couldn't survive. Namjoon realised that Ryuu wasn't joining the group hug so he tells the others to attack her with hugs.

"One, two, three!" They all ran from Namjoon to Ryuu, making her stumbled a bit on her heels but thankfully for her, there's seven boys who is holding onto her tightly so that she won't fall. "Our baby, Ryuu. We love you." Namjoon wiped away the salty liquid that escaped from her eyes.

Jimin cupped her face and land a big fat smooch on her forehead. "What do we do without you, Ryuu?" His question made Ryuu smile. With one last smooch from Jin, Taehyung, Hobi, Yoongi, Jungkook and Namjoon, they finally let go of the hug.

"Guys, I'd like you to know that every members of BTS is just as important so please don't leave any of us out. Thank you and I love you guys."

That's not the only time she looked at them with adoration.

Mostly when they're practicing, the boys would play around with each other and since Ryuu is not much of an active person, she decides to just watch. Her back is against the mirror and she's holding her phone as she records the happy memory of them.

Jimin and Jungkook is play fighting and Jin is trying to join in but it causes them to argue a bit but not in the bad way, it's more like a teasing manner.

"You're getting old, hyung. If we play with you, who knows what will happen?" Jungkook teases Jin, making Ryuu chuckle as she records their little arguement. Jin rolls his eyes and scoffs. "Yah! You're not getting younger too! At some point, you're going to become my age too!"

Jungkook shrugged his shoulders and playfully sticks his tongue out to Jin who then hit Jungkook by slicing his neck with his hand. Jungkook grins and walked away, leaving Jin frustrated and in anger.

Yoongi who's resting decides to join in to infuriate Jin even more. Even the 94s and 95s liner joined in to tease Jin but before it gets too far, Namjoon broke the arguement and have them playing games.

"Ryuu have been quiet lately, is there something wrong with her?" Taehyung whispered amongst the boys. Ryuu ended the recording and went through it again. Namjoon turned to look at her and smiled. "I don't think so, Tae. She looks pretty happy to me."

She's smiling as she watched the video. "Is she dating anyone?" Jimin asked and Hobi shakes her head. "No, Jimin. She's not dating anyone." Jin purses his lips together and began to think hard. "Then what's the reason she's so happy when she looks at her phone?"

Namjoon smiles, "I don't think we have to know. It's a secret she'll never tell." And he looked down at his feets while smiling widely. He still remember the day he walked into her studio while she's editing videos for her vlog and she's looking at the videos she have taken so far.

Most of them are just videos of the boys being really happy and playing with each other. He could hear her sigh. "What do I do without you guys?" Namjoon's fatherly smile graced his lips. Ryuu is not someone who openly says I love you since she thinks it's embarrassing and she doesn't want people to get the wrong idea but she loves them like they were family that she wants to take care of and love till the end of her breath. The one she'll protect and sacrifice her life for if she have to.

He decides to leave her alone to edit the video and come back later.

That's not all the proof. There's one time where a group of sasaeng tried to attack Jungkook and Hobi who's sick at the moment. They just got off the plane after fifteen hours flight and Jungkook and Hobi hasn't been well since they had been having fever. The airport was crowded as usual but with her members who are sick, she feel herself becoming more alert with her surroundings.

She would use her petite body as a shield between Jungkook and Hobi and the sasaeng so that they can't touch any of them. She whispered at Hobi who looks like he's about to pass out. "Are you okay? Do you need my jacket? Or do you need a hand warmer? Scarf maybe?"

Hobi smiled warmly at her and shakes his head. "I'm fine, princess." Even with the reassurance, Ryuu felt like he's lying so she unwrapped the scarf covering her neck and wrapped it around Hobi's neck. "There you go."

"Thank you, princess." She nods her head and let the bodyguard takes over her position so that she would be walking next to Jungkook who had his head hang low. They got onto the long escalator. Ryuy is fully facing Jungkook. "Gguk, are you okay?"

He hums tiredly. "Do you want me to hold you while you walk? You looks like you are about to faint." He looked up and shake his head. "Can I hold your hand?" Without hesitation, she entangled their fingers together and put their hands in her jacket pocket to keep it warm.

"We're going home soon so please hold on for a bit. I'll cook some food for you when we get home."

Arriving home, the first thing she did was made porridge for the boys. Seven of them had fevers and are laying in their bed. She's the only one who's perfectly fine. She made them eat the porridge and personally feed all of them to make sure they eat.

She also had to deal with Taehyung's and Jimin's clinging to her as they gets really clingy when they're sick.

It's a bit overwhelming but she'd do anything if it means to have her members happy and healthy again. Because all she want is for them to live a happy and healthy life.

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