Aboulomania [Skephalo]

b) Chapter 14

I spun the can and it spun until it started losing its speed. It almost looked like it was pointing back at me, but it was only a sliver to the right, and the person to my right was Skeppy.

We both got up and went inside the closet. I closed the door behind us and sat down in the dark. I couldn't see well, the only light given was the light seeping from under the door, and even that didn't do much for me but help me see Zak's shape.

Zak's shape was getting bigger, or he was getting closer. I felt something hit my knee, then Zak was sitting next to me, well... almost ON me. He was doing the same thing again and I was getting uncomfortable, so I started moving to my right until I hit the wall, I then sat facing him.

He just kept getting closer.

Ever heard of personal space?

"Zak... I think you should stop, you're not feeling too well." I said scarcely.

"I feel fine."

"You're not yourself."

"You're not yourself, what happened to MY excited fun Bad?"

His Bad? What is happening?..

He then wrapped his arms around my neck.

"Zak, stop." I was stern with him but my shaky voice was ruining it.

He whimpered.

"But I like you!"

Holy muffin fudge, what does he mean by that?

"Zak-"

I felt warm lips on mine, but I tasted the awful taste of the energy drink. I pushed him away after not even a second and dashed out of the closet.

"It's only been five min-"

"Please find a ride for Zak!" I yelled over him.

"Is something wrong?" Sapnap asked through the crowd of questions.

"Emergency!" It was all I said as I grabbed my keys and bolted out the door. I started my car and sped all the way home. When I got inside, my dad was half-awake watching TV.

"How was the party?"

"Good," I said with no emotion, luckily he was so tired. I went to my room and jumped into my bed. I was literally tossing and turning and panicking the whole time. I tried screaming into my pillow but my voice cracked under stress.

I was breathing uneasily... I was having a panic attack.

I was shaking a lot and tried to find something to fiddle with, but that only made me stress more. Tears were about to fall and I was trembling. The sudden burst of the door opening triggered my tears, and they started falling down my cheeks.

"What's wrong?!" My brother said as he came walking to me.

My breathing was uncontrollable, it was going too fast, I was becoming light-headed. Tears spilled down my face, none stopping and drenching my shirt. My brother gave me a hug but I lightly pushed him away, it only made me more stressed.

"Hey, calm down. It's okay!"

I sat there for a couple of minutes staring at the ground, still breathing too fast and becoming light-headed, so I grabbed my blanket and put it to my mouth to help balance out my breathing.

"The party was awful," I said between soft sobs.

"What happened?.."

Oh my gosh, I can't tell him Zak kissed me! He would be upset, and since he's a boy... He'd probably not allow me to hang out with him again...

Do I even want to see Zak again?..

"I don't want to talk about it... sorry." I heard him sign but he understood.

"Okay, do you need anything?"

"A hug." He smiled then hugged me, I enjoyed the safe comfort this time.

We pulled away at the same time and he gave me a sweet smile.

"Just forget about it and sleep, it'll be alright."

"Okay. Goodnight, I love you."

"I love you, too."

"Thanks..."

"You're welcome." He gave me one last sweet smile.

He shut off my light and then my door quietly. I looked out my window. It was peaceful with the bright moon shining down on the neighborhood. Some light posts giving off different lights and the green trees and pretty flowers. I laid back on my bed and unwinded. I closed my eyes and fell deep into sleep.