Aboulomania [Skephalo]

Chapter 32

Alex's POV

It was hard for me to process and comprehend all that happened today.

Karl and Nick kissed me.

I mean, they said they liked boys so maybe they were just kissing me to prove it but they only kissed me. George kissed Dream and Bad didn't want to kiss anyone.

Maybe he was already dating someone.

Maybe he was already dating Skeppy.

I glared at nothing in particular just thinking about him, I hated him so much, how could someone like Bad like him?

But back to the main subject.

Karl and Nick.

I caught Nick holding Karl's waist and he clearly didn't want me to see because he pulled away.

He was probably dating Karl...

I was filled with sadness, there goes BOTH my chances. Even if Nick was dating someone besides Karl, I would have Karl at least and vice versa. But if they were dating each other, I would lose both of them...

Maybe I should hang out with just them tomorrow, use that game night idea as an excuse to just hang out with them. It could work, I could find out a way to see if they liked me, or one of them, or not at all...

Don't think about it, you'll just put yourself more down.

I was finally done with my daily bedtime thoughts and I fell asleep.

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Zak's POV

My mom took me to my room and had me sit on the bed. She sat down next to me and held my hand, her face wasn't mad anymore but instead disappointed. I tried to not have an expression but I was very scared and worried.

"What did you want to talk about?" I asked.

Her stare burned into me but I didn't look at her so she moved her head into my vision and I was forced to.

"I think you have something to tell me." She said sternly.

I sighed and almost gave in but I would give myself away if she was talking about a completely different subject.

"I don't know what you mean."

She raised her eyebrow, she knew I knew what she wanted but I still tried playing it off.

"Did you find my diary?" I asked.

She shook her head and waited.

"My text messages?" She shook her head again.

"My search history?" I asked.

"Should I be checking these things?"

"No!" I blurted out. I coughed a little and corrected myself.

"No, you don't need to, I was just asking."

She still waited though, knowing her, she'd probably wait all night until she got what she wanted from me.

I sighed quietly and looked at the ground. I wouldn't be able to look at my mom if I was going to tell her this.

"Is it about Bad?.." I mumbled. I didn't have to look up to know that she nodded. She shifted herself and put both her hands on mine.