We must deal with the past : Bay and Emmett fanficton

Chapter 7 : Emmett's news

[Emmett and Bay are at the doctors office to find out the news of Emmett's condition]

Doctor : Mr. Bledsoe ...

Emmett : signs : Yes sir...

[Bay takes ahold of Emmett's hand.]

Doctor ; signs and Speaks: By the grace of God .. We were wrong . You do not have cancer .. Your scans came back clear. The cancer cells there were only a few came because of the severe infection and rejection of your kidney. Mr. Bledsoe . Without dialysis we are giving you a year . You have a bladder infection plus rejection of your kidney.

Bay : cries : Your saying my husband has a year.. My emmett has a year .. You can't just give up on him ...

Doctor: signs : dialysis.. Is an option . But without it you have a very little chance of survival.

Emmett : signs : I want dialysis okay .. Please

Bay : cries : I can't ... I can't ..

Emmett : signs : Honey with dialysis. I have a good chance

Doctor : signs : Emmett is right . Miss. Bledsoe. Dialysis will give Emmett has a good chance . He begins dialysis next week two times a week he will come in the clinic. It will take 5 hours.

Bay : cries : Can I come in with him .

Doctor : Yes you can .. You can set beside the chair ... Hold his hand do whatever you want.

Bay : cries : Will it hurt..

Doctor : He will need a surgery to place a catheter but otherwise it's not painful.

Emmett : signs : I will be okay .. Alright Bay . Look I know I will . I am relived it's just my kidney. I can get a new kidney but I can't undone cancer.

Bay : cries : i Have 5 Babies with you.

Emmett : signs : correction. 5 beautiful babies.

[Emmett and Bay arrive home. Bay and Baylee put the kids to bed. Emmett lays down on on his bed. The doorbell Light comes on. Emmett opens the door and finds Lance in the doorway. Lance steps in Emmett and Bay's room.]

Lance : Signs : Dad your sick again ?

Emmett : signs : I am Lance . But I think I will be okay. I know I will actually.

Lance: signs : can I go with you to dialysis you know if Mom can't make it.

Emmett : signs : Yes .. I want you to go more than your mom actually

Lance : signs : Are you and Mom in a fight or something...

Emmett : signs : No it's not that .. It's just . I know how upset your mom gets and it's not really a big deal ...

Lance : signs : Dad your kidney ... Is failing and you only have one good one and now that the one is failing . If you loose your good kidney then you just have a bad one . Then your gone.

Emmett : signs : I won't die. Your mom can be so dramatic. I just wish She wouldn't make a big deal out of everything.

Lance : signs : Mom loves you so much . Please don't say what you just said to me to her. Got it.

Emmett : signs : I know I am sorry.

Lance : signs : Dad I love you .

Emmett : signs : I love You Lance ... I am scared but don't tell your Mother.

Lance : signs : Tell Mom . Okay please let her hold your hand.

Emmett : signs : I will My bay she's special.

[Bay walks in]

Bay : signs : My Emmett is special as well. Look I called the doctors . Emmett this is worse than your letting on.

Emmett ; signs : I know I honestly believe I will be okay.

Bay : signs: Alex called he broke up with maci. But I will deal with it.

Emmett : signs : The doctors told you about my blood pressure didn't they.

Bay : cries. : Yep and I am so mad at you.. That you could have prevented this. Emmett you could have. But you didn't take medication the Doctor prescribed and now we deal with this. Again . All because you ignore your blood pressure problems.

Emmett : signs : I would Always forget

Bay. : cries and signs : Are Me and your 5 children And two grandchildren and my mom not here everyday to remind you how much we love you. Are we not a friendly reminder to take your medication huh.

Emmett : signs : I have to work I have to provide bay

Bay : cries : I know that but can't you take your medication . In between that time . Do you want to die.. Huh.

Emmett : signs : sometimes .. I do

Lance: Dad ??

Emmett : signs : I was taking my medication my rejection medication and then .. Um .. Cries : Simone came Into the car... Washhhh signs : we didn't talk ... Or anything like that she looked at me I looked at her. And after I looked at her I got the sickest feeling in my stomach. And then I flashed back to the night it all happened. And I realized I didn't deserve you . bay I don't deserve my beautiful family. You all don't deserve me. I kept my head down the whole time holding my nose trying to not throw up. After that I felt lifeless.

Bay : signs : This happened . 23 years ago you need to let go.

Emmett : signs : I know .. I do Bay .. But I have held the guilt for 23 years

Bay : cries :I love you Emmett okay .. I love you and I need you to be here and kiss me and hold me and say I love you. Emmett you are worth it .

Emmett : signs : You have always been faithful to me . But I haven't been to you . I have put you through so much.

Bay : Signs : You have emmett. But I love you please let that be enough to know that your wife loves you and needs you here please cries : Please Emmett .. Take your medicine. Sign bay and my kids to yourself every time you take a pill if you have too.

[emmett gets up from bed and softly kisses Bay.]

Emmett : I promoisee to let go..

Bay : signs : I forgive you ..

Emmett : I Knooow