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Excited

It was the term I used when we first
    became friends.
It was the feeling I had every time
    we did things together.
I knew you felt this way too and
  it made me ecstatic.

This feeling intensified when
  new people made it in our little circle.
This term left my mouth when
  my   parents asked me how I felt about
All of us going to hang out at the mall
  and watch a film.

Then one day you don't
  feel this way anymore
When it came to us,
  your small group of five friends.
You started feeling this way towards
   the new people you've met
Until you left us completely.

And suddenly seeing you kills my mood.

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written on: 03.19.2020