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R O L L E R C O A S T E R

Loving you is like a roller coaster.

It starts slow whilst you're building up your courage to face your fear. It reaches the top and you forget your fear for a while until it goes downhill from there. You'll enter twists and turns and ups and downs and you'll scream and shout that you want to get down.

But you don't.

After some time, the ride is over and you get off the ride. Tired, but you had a blast nonetheless.

Loving you is like a roller coaster.

It started slow whilst I was building up the courage to face you. Reaching the peak of my courage, I forget about my fear of falling in love before actually falling for you. As I'm falling for you, twists and turns have come my way. My feelings and emotions have ups and downs that make me want to scream and shout in frustration and tiredness.

But I didn't.

After some time, I finally realize that you and I won't ever happen. Despite being tired from all the efforts I've done, I had a great time loving you nonetheless.

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Written on: October 8, 2019