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This poem is based on my personal experience. Obviously, I won't go into detail, but it's about a family member of mine...or maybe just a stranger now. I was really devastated when this happened and I let it all out in this poem. This family member is really close to me but her recent partner didn't like me at all and she picked her new partner instead of me.

Up to this day, we still have no contact whatsoever. However, I hope she's happy with her decision.

I wrote this outside of a church near my former school. It was summer and I was waiting for my mentor and my friend for our Bible Quiz Review or as I like to call it: Bible study since it's kinda like the same thing. So I got this urge to write about what I was feeling, because something told me it'll make me feel a bit better and it'll take off the weight or heavy feeling inside of me. God gave me a wake up call, I guess. :)

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"All Alone"

I'm sitting here all alone

Doing nothing, just looking at my phone

I'm sitting here, thinking of you

Wondering if you think of me too

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I'm sitting here all alone in silence

I don't really know why, maybe just testing my patience

I'm sitting here asking myself why

Why you left me alone under the blue sky

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It's funny how yesterday

We were okay

But I guess you changed your mind

So you left me behind

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In life, things don't go our way

That's why you threw our memories away

I wish this was a dream

But it's real and it makes me want to scream

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I'm sitting here all alone

Doing nothing, I looked up from my phone

And see you with the person you're with now

Seeing you happy made me smile somehow

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Written on: May 26, 2017

Note: I made it sound general so it's not like a family thing. It can also be a relationship thing or a friendship thing.

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