Ishimondo Oneshots! (≧▽≦)

A Girl

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Mondo's POV for this one!
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I don't know for how long but I've had this really big crush on my friend, Kiyotaka.
But...
There's something in the way of me telling him..
A girl.
Taka has a friend, a chick named Mikan.
Now of course there's nothing wrong with that- he can to talk to whoever he wants.
Just, there's something in between them.
Leon mentioned on how no dude can make Mikan that chatty, that open, that happy, that not afraid,
Other then Taka.
Not to mention Taka likes to hang out with Mikan,
A lot.
They're always laughing in the nurse's office right before lunch, and right after lunch.
Taka talks about Mikan a lot.
About how nice she is, about how generous she is, about how pretty she is.
I hate how much it hurts me when he talks about her, with that sparkle in his eyes.
It stings.
It really does.
And I can't help but feel-
Upset.
Now, Leon tries to cheer me up, saying things like;
"Well maybe they're like, really close! Taka sometimes talks about you like that-!"
"C'mon man, don't fret on it!"
"I'm sure they're just fiends, I promise you it!"
He doesn't make it better.
He just reminds me how close they really are.
But I can't blame him, he's just trying to help me.
But I'm just waiting for the day he tells me her and him are dating.
I know it's fuxking coming.
And I can't stop it.
He's never gonna love me.
How fuxking stupid of me to believe he would ever love me?
He's a dude, I'm a dude.
He probably likes girls.
He definitely likes girls.
He likes girls.
And I'm not a girl.
I shouldn't even like a dude to begin with.
I should like a girl like he does.
People used to think me and Sonia were dating because we hung out a lot.
Why couldn't I like her?
Why?
She's with the gamer chick anyways so.
God damnit.
A girl.
Why can't I like a girl?
Why do I like a dude?
I hate this.
I hate myself.
It's stupid.
I fuxking hate mysel-

Bing

Oh shxt Taka texted me.

Hello bro! I was wondering if you were free tomorrow at 11 pm? (＾∇＾)ﾉ I have some really important news to tell you!!

Oh.
He's probably dating that chick now.
That's probably what he wants to tell me.
That him and Mikan are dating.
That he's dating a girl.

oh yea im free

where we goin

Oh great! I was wondering if we could walk around the park not too far from the school! (*´ω｀*) The cherry blossoms just started blooming this year! (☆▽☆)

oh yea cool we can go

Okay! Thank you, brother! See you tomorrow! (≧▽≦)

God.
I don't even want to go.
Normally I fuxking love going places with him.
But know that I know what he's gonna do.
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Kiyotaka's POV
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I'm gonna tell him tomorrow, okay Mikan? I can't wait!
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0h, r34lly?! gr34t j0b fiin4lly g4iiniing th3 h34rt t0 t3ll hiim!
translation:
oh, really?! great job finally gaining the heart to tell him!

Yeah! I can't wait! (ꈍᴗꈍ)

Finally, I get to tell Mondo!
Mikan told me it's time I better tell Mondo, and she's right!
I can't hide this from him, it's something he should know!
He'll accept it,
Right?
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Mondo's POV
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Damn it. I hate this.
Do I have to go?
Actually, no I don't I can just cancel plans but,
I want to see him.
But I also don't?
Maybe, after he tells me about him and Mikan,
I can tell him about how I feel about him?
I hope.
"Mondo!"
I heard Taka call my name, running towards me.
I sat up from the bench I was on.
"Hey, bro."
I couldn't help but smile at him.
"Ready to get walking?"
He snickered as he spoke, and I could tell he was trying to sound humorous.
"Yup!"
I chuckled, and lightly hit his shoulder.
Then we started walking.
Taka started it off about talking about how Celeste and Kyoko, I totally fuxking forgot they became a thing like, a week ago.
"I'm very happy for them, someone Kyoko feels comfortable around! She is a very down and out girl, I hope Lundenberg makes her feel happy!"
Taka sparked about the two.
"Yeah, yeah."
I nodded along with him.
"It makes me think; if they're a possible couple.."
He then began,
Oh god here he goes.
I looked over to him, he was looking down, he looked deep in thought.
"What's up, bro?
I asked.
"Mondo, I have something serious I want to tell you."
Oh god.
Okay, prepare yourself, Mondo.
You're not gonna like it, but it's coming.
"Go on?"
You can't be a fuxking baby over this, it's his fuxking life, why does him having a girlfriend bother me so much?!
"Well, speaking of couples.."
Jesus, why does it feel like time slowed down?
"I wanted to tell you.."
Here it comes..
"That I-"
I was caught off guard on his voice crack.
"-I think.."
He exhaled.
I inhaled.
"Mondo, I believe I'm in love with you."
He stopped in his tracks, looking me dead in the eyes.
I stopped out of pure shock.
What?
Me?
But why?
I'm not a girl,
I'm a dude.
Why am I complaining?!
"You what..?"
I couldn't help but whisper.
"I love you."
Taka said more firmly then the other time.
".. I-"
"I apologize if I've put you into an uncomfortable situation- I shouldn't have said that so bluntly! It was-"
He was cut off by me hugging him.
"Taka.."
I barely could speak.
I squeezed him tight.
"Thank you..so much..for telling me...that.."
I tried so fuxking hard not to cry, I felt the sob building up in my throat.
"I fuxking love ya too.."
I could heard Taka lightly gasp, then slowly returning the hug.
"Oh..? You do..?"
He whispered.
"Yes, I was so fuxking afraid...you and that nurse chick-"
I could hear the fact I was holding in tears, and I think he could too.
"Oh-! Oh I'm so sorry that I made you upset by making you think we- me and her- that me and Mikan were a thing-!"
I could hear the concern in his voice.
I couldn't fuxking hold 'em in anymore,
I just let the tears fall.
I felt Taka gently pat my back and I basically sobbed into his shoulder.
I feel really fuxking bad for putting him in this situation.
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1098 words.

iм sσrry ƒσr τнє αทgsτ i rєαℓℓy αм, ατ ℓєαsτ i ρυτ α нαρρy єท∂iทg σท iτ???
Translation:
IM SORRY FOR THE ANGST I REALLY AM, AT LEAST I PUT A HAPPY ENDING ON IT???